Someone made me remember something that I usually forget.
I asked him what present he gave to his best friend then he said "Breakfast in Bed, greetings and a Video"
I said ti him that she's so Lucky and I will never experience it in my entire life.
He said that I'm being dramatic but I'm just STATING the TRUTH because NO ONE will LOVE ME and I WILL NOT EXPERIENCE THE THINGS THAT I READ IN THE FICS.
I never had a Best Friend since my childhood days. I;m always a quiet and loner person. Yes, I have many friends and I'm friendly but No one of them know me personally. I take my problems personally and I don't tell it to others.
I never experience to be courted by someone. Yes, I already have a boyfriend but in just short time and I'm the one who always do ways so we can meet. Even we always texted each other, he doesn't have time to be with me.
So I always pray and hoped that someday I will experience how be courted and the feeling that someone will be putting effort tot do something to make me happy. But days passing, I forget it and just imagining myself in the fics that I always read until that moment he reminded me again about it.
"WHEN WILL I FEEL TO SPECIAL TO OTHERS???"
