Child_0f_The_Abyss

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            It’s more of my brothers who do the physical part . . . I don’t remember if my “parents” have actual hit me . . . I feel like they have though . . . There’s a lot about my childhood I don’t remember. . .
            
            I heard that he used to break the paddle he used on my brothers, and instead of  . . . Most of that . . . I got mental abuse and borderline psychological torture . . .

@Child_0f_The_Abyss yes.

@Child_0f_The_Abyss yes. mental and physical. you’re being choked and beat up just enough so that nobody will notice, did you not think they were doing that so that they didn’t get caught?
            them telling you you should kill yourself and should’ve been bullied more is mental abuse.

@Child_0f_The_Abyss Yeah. Life sucks sometimes

@Child_0f_The_Abyss life is a fucking bitch.
            
            So we have to kick it in the balls. >:3

@Child_0f_The_Abyss I’d notice

@Child_0f_The_Abyss I would miss you

@Child_0f_The_Abyss I’d notice, not because I need something. Because I care and platoniclly love ya, so even if you try to get rid of me of me. I’m staying no matter what. <3

@Child_0f_The_Abyss I don’t have to.
            I want to.
            
            I care about you so much, you’re like a sibling to me, it’s so scary when you say you wanna d!e. I’m staying no matter what you say.

@Child_0f_The_Abyss 
            But I want to stay.
            I want to be here with you to help you as much as I can, even if that amounts to nothing in the end. Because you deserve the love and help

@Child_0f_The_Abyss mate, whatever you say to get us to leave isn’t going to work, we all want to be here for you

@Child_0f_The_Abyss Nyx please no. You are a amazing friend, and sibling figure to me. So please don’t die. I care, I really do.

@Child_0f_The_Abyss please don’t die, even if you want to there is so much that living can give, even if it cann’t always be seen

@Child_0f_The_Abyss Don’t die. Live please. I want you to not die. Ily, don’t die. I’d miss you too much

@Child_0f_The_Abyss I can’t afford to lose another person in my life, irl family or not. I’ve lost so many people already, please don’t die, I beg you. Just wait until you move out of that damn fucked up house. I care about you, please, please don’t die. I would cry, I don’t need to lose you too, please just try. I really want you to get out of that household before you try to die. I understand it’s hard, but just try your best.

@Child_0f_The_Abyss please Nyx. we’ve all lost Bleak already, we can’t lose you. please please. i know it’s hard, but at least try and wait until you can get out of that fucking household and see where you end up there?

@Child_0f_The_Abyss please, please don’t. I know it’s not really gonna help, but I’d miss you way too much

@Child_0f_The_Abyss understandable

@snNJfssgkv55784 everything

@Child_0f_The_Abyss why?