Childwhojumpsclouds

The mirror is fogged
          And I did it alone
          Did you see?
          Mother, are you proud?
          That I can act on my own?
          Now I can only know of myself what you tell me

I looked behind, and for the first time it was running away from me

In another time, in another’s dream.

My first day on anti-depressants.

Maybe one day I’ll learn to like it

Bring me back a couple years from now. That’s all I’m asking. Just a few years.

I messed up
          I really, really messed up
          Nothing feels like reality again
          I might be gone for a while

Each patient who was here before me enters the back, leaving the waiting room in the hospital. I haven’t spoken to them, and I never will. We’ve never made eye contact—how long have we been sitting here? It’s the end of existence, the last corner of the world. 

Oh, yeah. I graduated, I guess. Someone got me high today for the first time. I didn’t like it at all. I’ve been crying for some reason.
          
          My head hurts

It’s my last day of high school