I want to say sorry to a person that I really loved and cared about before, but I bottled it, I bottled my relationship cuz I'm just a useless retard who can't get anything done. But if somehow you're reading this, I'm sorry, I take all of the blame bc I'm just a retard who cannot get more useless than I am right now. I apologize for wasting your time so much over our time tgt and you're an amazing person and don't let anyone and I mean ANYONE tell you off about it, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm probably the worst thing that's ever happened to you.