Hi author, I guess you remember me :)
I was reading your book 'Noxious' and it's pretty amazing, everything, even the smallest details are so nice but while reading this I realized something, I wanted to mention as I don't have anyone to take about it anyways-
I have read through whole thing so far and I have came to ine conclusion that, this is not seeking closure, not even seeking love, this isn't even toxic anymore,
it's worst, it's trauma-bonding.
they are bonding with eachother because they share trumas and they gave it the name of 'love' to hide the fact that they want relatableness, so they turn to eachother because they have been through this before together and this has happened because of them itself so they understood eachother's past and situation better because they knew it by depth, it is seeking bonding to relate their trauma, in the name of 'love' which has died long ago, it's gone far, they are just too broken and broken people never fix broken people, it's like shredding glass with glass.....
worst? all of them are worst for eachother and had done unforgettable and unforgivable things to eachother so all three of them are at fault which means even if they try the hardest, they would fail to heal, not eachother but themselves which they are trying to do, they need professional help. Wish they would take therapy and even couple's therapy but they are too stubborn and controlling to even let eachother....
I am genuinely worried yet excited about the future chapters and I really hope you are doing well throughout this, writing such a book needs alot of mental awareness and understanding + it also requires to control your emotions in certain ways so I hope you are okay too. ♡
That's all tho, thank you for reading, :)
I love you,
XOXO-
VERENA ACHLYS