when u realize this life is meaningless painful way of getting wasted by to get to be painful again in here after is so much painful to think and react to make me want something else than having fun doing something I want without being responsible at least for now when I can be this un responsible unresponsive person with awkward tendencies who can't never react the right way at the right moment it seems that I have never been successful in any thing and just a failure person or something I am truly tired of all of this shits of pain and I don't want to blame anyone else and I'm disappointed enough with myself so I don't want to blame myself too.. I'm tired and can't do this anymore help me
Shut the fuck up.. I'm very annoyed today.. When I lay down on my bed, I need a silent and quiet night.. Or I'll get angry without a reason.. It's like a war with ma self
I just wanna have a job to get the money for my life, if this live here just doesn't let me get my needs.. I will make a decision to move out. Is that a right decision? I don't know.. Mom, dad in heaven I need guidance
Jangan khawatir, karena setelah kau tersiksa dan dianiaya percayalah bahwa suatu saat kau akan bersinar dan bahagia.. Tuhan akan menggantinya.. Kecuali mungkin itu adlh hukuman krn kelalimanmu sebelumnya