I want to uninstall Wattpad for awhile now. It's because I don't even read here anymore or write stuffs because I can't still write until now, idk what's wrong with me (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)
But for some reason, I can't. Perhaps, it's because I still want to write. However, I become too mature and my standard for writing has sky-rocketed so high that even I can't satisfy myself.
I don't know but I suddenly even avoid jikook fics that were written in first person POV when I always did that in the past and that's even my favorite kind of fics, lol.
Also, whenever I read Alpha's Desires and the other jikook fics save in my drafts, I want to hit myself. There's just too much mistakes and it looks so ugly for me. That's not how a journalist should write even if it's fiction : (
And aaaaah, I freaking envy and admire those incredible writers on AO3. I wish I can write like them and make plots that aren't too cliche and immature. Sighs.