Finn

TW's: Suicide, dysphoria, self harm, rape, body image, bullying
          
          I'm sorry I haven't updated anything in forever. I'm working on a chapter of Blessed at the moment so that should come soon. Life has been tough recently, coming out as trans hasn't been the best and dysphoria, of course, will not leave me alone. Body image in general is a struggle. My hair is starting to get long again so dysphoria there. One of my friends committed suicide 24 days ago and I've been struggling with not facing my emotions. Thankfully I have not relapsed into self harm. My best friend and I have video chatted a lot. My crush also got raped by this girl I've always hated. Everyone thinks she's lying but I'll kill a bitch if I here them saying shit. I've also been dealing with a lot if misgendering and bullying. BUT! I do enjoy writing and I want you guys to be happy so I'll keep on trucking. 
          
          Stay alive ||-//

Can I just- 
          How?
          How does Blessed have so many reads with just two chapters published?

I PUBLISHED CHAPTER ONE OF BLESSED SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG!!!!!!

ASDFGHJKL I WATCHED BRENDONS STATE FARM COMMERCIAL THING AND IM CRYING ITS SO SAD BUT GREAT AND IM PROUD AND HE DID MAKE IT AD I CANT EVEN EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM BECAUSE I CANT EVEN GELL IF THESES ARE TEARS OF JOY OR SADNESS AND DYING IN LA TOTALLY GOT ME AND HIS VOICE IS BEAUTIFUL AND IM IN BOYS AND GIRLS CUB I WANT HIM TO COME TO MEEE AND HES BEAUTIFUL AND EVERYTHING HE DOES IS PERFECT AND I SUPPORT HIS DECISION ON KENNY AND ASDFGHJKL WHY AM I CRYINGGGGGGGGG AGHHHHH

WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THE FIRST BIT OF BLESSED IF YOU RSAD IT AND IF YOU DIDNT YOU SHOULD GO DO THAT RN!!!!

HAHAHA IM JIST ABOUT TO POST THE PROLOGUE FOR BLESSED!!!

HOES IM WRITING A NEW BOOK IT'S PROBABLY GONNA BE JOSHLER BUT MY FRIEND WAS LIKE OH MY GOD WROTE SOMETHING OTHER THAN BAND RELATED STUFF UGH AND IM JUST LIKE BUT WHY????

I fixed it 

I'm shook the pictures I put in my new didn't load so I'mma update that and you can see the pics that Wattpad failed at X3

I started a new book but idk when I'm going to publish the first chapter lol