biomine

guys my mom's best friend is talking about me meeting her nephew. since he's like- a geek about history, video games, and all that nerdy shit, like me. this dude is my age and I'm so excited. but I'm so awkward, and every time I like someone I fumble the bag. I gotta lock in and be nonchalant and mysterious. anyway- crybaby will be a bit delayed since I'm in a difficult mental state right now. but I'm really excited to get writing again. yeah, that's pretty much all.

I'm about to absolutely SHIT ON Vivzie Pops double standards. 
          
          (tw: sa)
          
          I am so fucking disappointed with medrano and her work. she created concepts that would make for great adult tv shows, yet she absolutely blew it with her shit writing and double standards. both of her most popular works, helluva boss and hazbin hotel had great potential in having very moral and emotional moments hidden in all the sex jokes and swearing. because that's what adult tv shows are. yet medrano tries to input these factors she fails. here's how.
          
          helluva bosses double standards:
          
          stolas and blitzo. I will never shut up about how god awful this ship is and to think people actually think it's cute and wholesome disgusts me. stolas treats blitzo more like a sex toy than a conscious being. he uses blitzo's desire for the grimoire to get sex from blitzo. he dirty talks blitzo in public settings where he is almost always working and uncomfortable with how he is being treated. not to mention this absolute DICK HEAD comments on blitzo having a big dick in front of his CHILD. to which they were both extremely uncomfortable. stolas has put blitzo before his own daughter many times yet is shocked when she expresses being scared of him running away to go be with blitzo. she is reasonably mad at her father for the things he's done yet some people think she's being too harsh on him?? and don't even get me started on how if stolitz was straight, people would hate it. I fucking hate the double standards some people hold. if stolas was a straight man, verbally harassing a female blitzo- I kid you not this ship would be SIGNIFICANTLY less popular. imma continue in replies cuz its too long.

I'm lowkey crashing out dude. liking boys and girls but not having a preference sucks. like fym I'm tweaking when I talk to ANYONE. this ain't fair. some girl literally bumped me with her back pack, turned around, put her hand on my shoulder and said "oh my god I'm so sorry are you okay?" istg. my heart jumped out of my asshole. I'm shitting tears she LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AAAAAAAAAA

I love my dad guys. I was telling him about something that happened in one of my classes so here's the sitch- I have a class called 'outdoor education' basically we learn about nature and shit. so I'm outside, building the lil igloo we were making. and then I need to pee. so I go to the doors but they are locked- but luckily there is someone on the other side, yippe. she was prob staying inside cause it was hella cold out. so I'm staring at this girl through the window like 'can you please open the door' and she's smiling at me. so I was like 'oh she seems nice'. I then realise she is LAUGHING at me, because she's not opening the door for me. I'm just standing there, she's just standing there. its awkward, but only for me. she finds this hilarious but I'm about to piss my pants. she grabs the handle and just as I think she's about to open the door she opens it and then closes it again. I did not have time for that. so the next time she did that, I grabbed the handle and opened it. I said thank you, carried on with my day. kill em with kindness guys. so I go home, I'm eating dinner with my dad. I tell him about this girl, he goes- 'you should've yanked the handle when she opened it for the second time, pushed her outside and then said 'thank you'' anyway I found that funny because he never says anything like that.

idk when I'm gon start writing again, I'm going through my annual 'post-christmas-depression' at the moment.

dude what I'm crying I was watching the hockey game like any normal canadian when they show my fucking orthodontist on the fan cam or some shit. dr dumore I know where you are.