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C-CHAPTER WHEN? ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡
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@ur_MILK_is_mime WDYM shhhh..IM GONNA BE EXPLODING IM UBUYASHIKI'S MANSION AT TS POINT ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡
Chiyo_cant_Read
Chiyo_cant_Read
tis the season everyone
happy pride month ya'll. in celebration of pride month- here's my personal story with my identity:
when I was in fourth grade, a girl 1 year younger than me told me she liked me. I was confused. "but we're both girls" I thought, it didn't make sense to me. I had no idea what to say, so I said- "I like you too" thinking, if we were both girls then she meant it in a friendly way. my best friend at the time, was right there and said "omg you have a girlfriend now!!" I was even more confused. I never saw the other girl again, but I still kept thinking "can girls like like each other?" I would always be way better friends with girls, and even if I didn't know it at the time I developed crushes. I wasn't taught how to be gay, I didn't even know what gay was. I thought "well, if girls like boys then I have to like a boy too!" so I picked random boys to have a crush on, I didn't really care about any of them though. the one who I did care about was one of my best friends, I liked him but I thought that even if I just enjoyed the presence of a boy I had a crush on him.
soon, I found out what it meant to be gay. as well as all the other sexualities and genders. to be honest, I was homophobic. I thought it was gross, and that 'only boys and girls can like each other'. yeah, I liked girls but not like THAT. I could only like boys that way and that girl that I really like is just my friend.
after a few years of that I shed that skin, I started really thinking. I came to the conclusion- that it didn't really matter. I still hadn't discovered my own identity though.
timeskip to maybe start of sixth grade, I didn't feel like a girl. then, I was a boy. I cut my hair, wore more masculine clothes and I felt comfortable. until people started noticing. I had changed my pronouns on my socials to he/him- and was flooded with messages from my friends who were mutuals with me asking if I was trans.
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Chiyo_cant_Read
3. bisexual and demigirl (questioning asexual)
I think my past identities didn't just go away like a fling, they were puzzle pieces and tiny bits of the bigger picture. if you're wondering what those terms mean I gotcha--
bisexual is when you like males and females. demigirl is when you're half girl, half non-binary which means my current pronouns are she/they. asexual is when you feel little to no sexual attraction. asexual and aromantic are spectrums, so there isn't really a strict box you need to fit in.
in conclusion, I think that it is really important to support people on their sexuality and gender identity. as well as when they keep discovering more about themselves. everyone deserves a loving and supportive environment. I won't get into when people push the freedom for weird purposes right now, and I don't want to spoil the positivity I have going on here so maybe another time. anyways yeah happy pride month.
Chiyo_cant_Read
2. I was at the time, I said "yes". but I still couldn't shake the uncomfortable feeling that it had got out before I was ready. at school they started telling everyone, I was mortified. to them, it wasn't a big deal. It was just me. but to me, it felt like my entire world was coming down. I felt embarrassed, I wasn't anywhere near comfortable sharing with my friends yet. and all of a sudden everyone knew. I slowly retracted out of that identity, it was too much to just be thrown out into the sea like that. as I was feeling so uncomfortable, I began thinking again- "is this really me?" I stepped down, I started going by they/them online. I wasn't sure of who I was, I wanted to keep it neutral and maybe try this new thing in the process. it didn't work out. when I started telling people irl my pronouns they were never used. no one, and I mean no one cared. people told me it was just too hard for them to do it. my response was- you can practice. still nothing changed. I knew it was hard for people, and they had the right to be having a hard time. but at the same time I thought that I had the right to be who I was. after a while, I was so invalidated by everyone around me and started self invalidating "I shouldn't be upset because they're having a rough time and they can't help it"
when I moved schools teachers were more mindful of my pronouns, sure they slipped up sometimes but they'd apologise. after constantly being called by they/them at school yet again I felt it wasn't right for me. I went back to she/her, being cis.
for my sexuality- I identified as straight when I was trans, because I had come to terms with the fact that I liked girls. when I started going by they/them I identified as pansexual. meaning I liked everyone, regardless of sex or gender. then when I went back to she/her, I still identified as pansexual.
now for the grand finale where I share my current gender identity and sexuality
drumroll please....
Chiyo_cant_Read
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fuck the famous five
if you don't know them- basically they were a group of women who fought for women's right to vote and won. why I hate them- is because they were racists and elitists. they also believed in eugenics- and pushed for the sterilisation of indigenous peoples. they're not real feminists. real feminists believe in equity, and stand for EVERYONE.
Chiyo_cant_Read
gender reveal parties pmo. cause it's not-- "oh my goodness we're bringing a person into this world I'm so happy!! I love you so much and I can't wait to start this new exciting chapter of our lives together!!" its-- "noooo I wanted a boy which automatically means I do not love my child because they are not the sex I wanted them to be and that matters for some reason nooooo"
kura_moon
@Chiyo_cant_Read haha. I've gone through the "I wasn't the expected gender." I overheard my mom talking to my aunt about this thing a few days ago.
Chiyo_cant_Read
one thing I'll never get is how people think it's dangerous to just say a simple "good morning" to a homeless person.
I went to 7-11 the other day, and there was a homeless man sitting near the door drinking coffee. he was greeting everyone that came in, he said hello to me, I said hello back. he said "how are you?" I said "good how are you?" he said "good, thanks."
I would have given him cash but I didn't have any on me, that lowkey broke me
when I walk out he says "have a nice day" I said "you too"
dude SIMPLE THINGS MAN. a lot of people who don't have homes don't have any friends or family either, just acknowledging someones existence can make their day.
it breaks me that it's a reality for many people.
"oh but you're a teenage girl" "oh but they're dangerous"
not all of them are dangerous, most people on the streets are burdened with addiction and mental health problems. if someone's high, leave them alone, if someones passed out, leave them alone. but if someone is being friendly, don't ignore them. also bold of you to assume just because I'm a teenager means I'm ignorant and weak.
ANYWAY BE KIND
Chiyo_cant_Read
actual conversation I had:
guy: I hate taylor swift
me: that's a strange thing to say, why do you hate her?
guy: because all the girls in my class are swifties
me: so you hate her because she's so popular?
guy: her music sucks!
me: you didn't answer my question
guy: she's so overrated
me: what do you listen to?
guy: playboicarti
me: he's a very problematic person.
guy: you're a problematic person!!
me: .
so my belief is, taylor swift is an amazing creator. she puts so much work and effort into her music and is truly compassionate about her fans. every interview she has she is expresses how beyond grateful she is to touch so many people. she deserves her wealth, and she uses it in the right ways. she's one of the many many women who have made history with their music and art.
the reason why people don't like her-- is because she's a woman. I used to say I hated her because I wanted to be different, and that's the way a lot of people feel. when I dug more into feminism and societies views and standards of women I realised why people said they disliked her so much. because they hate the idea of such an influential woman. of course it's not all of her haters- a lot of them just want to be different. I'm not making fun or shaming anyone, if they truly want to challenge their mindset I'm in full support of that. it took me a while to exit my misogynistic mindset even as a woman myself. (the barbie movie awakened something in me)
kura_moon
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@Chiyo_cant_Read I'm not exactly a swiftie but I don't hate her either yk</3 and also that guy's an asshole
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he's also a piece of shit, he threatened for his friends to jump me. (they never did pussies)
Chiyo_cant_Read
trump is low-key antichrist vibes
Chiyo_cant_Read
how some demon slayer girls would respond to sexist dm's:
"get back in the kitchen"
shinobu: "I'm honoured you trust me with your food safety :)"
"women are so stupid."
mitsuri: "aww!! thanks for coming out! I support you!! <3 ️❤️"
"turmp 2028 "
kanao: "*trump"
kura_moon
@Chiyo_cant_Read Aftermath Shinobu: *Casually food poisoned him* Mitsuri: *casually roasted the man* Kanao: *flipped her coin then slapped the man*
kura_moon
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i got funny shit for you
Tanjiro- I'm back. Someone need to teach Muichiro to man up.
Inosuke- Dude that's not manly AT ALL
Zenitsu- Fr Bro
Tanjiro- YOU should'nt be talking you THIRSTY ZESTY FRENCHFRY HIGHLIGHTER LOOKING BITCH. YOU LITREALLY THIRST FOR EVERY GIRL YOU SEE. I REMEMBER THAT GIRL VIOLENTLY SLAPPING YOU WHEN YOU TRIED TO TELL HER TO BE YOUR GF AND I HAD TO SAVE YOUR SORRY ASS. I'M TIRED OF Y'ALL
kura_moon
@Chiyo_cant_Read the next chapter will be tanjiro in his villain arc. If you remember my first book i'm bringing back an oc
Chiyo_cant_Read
idk when I'm gon start writing again, I'm going through my annual 'post-christmas-depression' at the moment.