ChloeJaz

Hey guys,
          	
          	Not even sure if I still have readers, but anyway:
          	
          	Prior to recently, the last time I updated any of my stories was July 14, 2014. In that same year I took my final exams for high school, so I'm sure you can imagine how hectic that was.
          	
          	After that, I was diagnosed with Anxiety & Depression. I had absolutely no will to live, & couldn't find the motivation to do things, like writing, which until then was something that made me happy & gave me purpose. I severely detached myself from the developing Australian music scene because I realised that my life to that point had been almost entirely devoted to people in bands who barely knew I existed. Which is perfectly fine, I just didn't want or need to be tied to the scene while dealing with my mental health. So now not only did I not have the capacity to write anything of substance, but I was actively distancing myself from the people who I was writing about.
          	
          	I lost my favourite person in the world a little over a year ago now too, which set me back mental health wise for a while, as you could imagine; but, I now feel I am in a place within myself that I am able to give myself to you guys, these stories, and my characters in the way I want to, the way I used to.
          	
          	I'm not telling you all this for sympathy, but I felt I owed you this much before I started back up. I am sorry, I hope you all understand.
          	
          	If you guys could react to this in some way - comments, likes etc, that would really help me out in terms of knowing whether I should even bother to continue.
          	
          	All the love, C
          	
          	PS: I posted this months ago as a new story bc Im dumb & forgot I can do this so lmk if you see it pls. Also: have updated my Luke fic a couple times so hopefully yall enjoy those but again, pls lmk what you think.

ChloeJaz

Hey guys,
          
          Not even sure if I still have readers, but anyway:
          
          Prior to recently, the last time I updated any of my stories was July 14, 2014. In that same year I took my final exams for high school, so I'm sure you can imagine how hectic that was.
          
          After that, I was diagnosed with Anxiety & Depression. I had absolutely no will to live, & couldn't find the motivation to do things, like writing, which until then was something that made me happy & gave me purpose. I severely detached myself from the developing Australian music scene because I realised that my life to that point had been almost entirely devoted to people in bands who barely knew I existed. Which is perfectly fine, I just didn't want or need to be tied to the scene while dealing with my mental health. So now not only did I not have the capacity to write anything of substance, but I was actively distancing myself from the people who I was writing about.
          
          I lost my favourite person in the world a little over a year ago now too, which set me back mental health wise for a while, as you could imagine; but, I now feel I am in a place within myself that I am able to give myself to you guys, these stories, and my characters in the way I want to, the way I used to.
          
          I'm not telling you all this for sympathy, but I felt I owed you this much before I started back up. I am sorry, I hope you all understand.
          
          If you guys could react to this in some way - comments, likes etc, that would really help me out in terms of knowing whether I should even bother to continue.
          
          All the love, C
          
          PS: I posted this months ago as a new story bc Im dumb & forgot I can do this so lmk if you see it pls. Also: have updated my Luke fic a couple times so hopefully yall enjoy those but again, pls lmk what you think.