ChloeLouiseIrwin

Ahah sorry bout the giant rant before its just right now im going through alot right now like bullies, school and friend drama its just getting to much for me to handle and i dont really know who to talk to anymore and im just bottling up my emotions which is making me depressed cause i cant talk to anyone urghh thats why i love wattpad you can just rant aha

charlibear13

Hi it's me Charli 

ChloeLouiseIrwin

@charlibear13 message me in private aha
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ChloeLouiseIrwin

Ahah sorry bout the giant rant before its just right now im going through alot right now like bullies, school and friend drama its just getting to much for me to handle and i dont really know who to talk to anymore and im just bottling up my emotions which is making me depressed cause i cant talk to anyone urghh thats why i love wattpad you can just rant aha

ChloeLouiseIrwin

Hey guys i really need to rant aha
          Why are guys so stupid, most boys want the girls who are stick thin, "pretty" aka tons of makeup and have a terrible personality why. I have noticed but at my school the guys tend to go for the rude "popular" people and they dont even notice the girls who may not be "perfect" on the out side but are perfect on the inside. I am one of the girls that no one really notices and no body really cares about but it doesnt mean i walk around covering my imperfections and acting like someone else just to get their attention. I am not perfect but im not fake, because all the guys go for the girls that are stick thin and "pretty" i have no chance which sucks. Lots of girls walk around with tons of makeup on to hide their imperfections and act like some else because they know they arent perfect but they want to be perfect. No one is really perfect everyone has flaws and only some people are strong enough to let everyone see them flaws. Everyone has something that they are insecure about, for me it is basically everything. I hate everything about myself i believe that i dont deserve the friends i have because they are the best people ever and i feel like i dont deserve to have friends like them when i am basically nothing. Everyone needs someone to talk to and they need to know that just because you dont look like the supermodels in magazines doesn't mean you arent perfect the way you are.
          Sorry about that massive paragraph but i needed to rant and i thought maybe you guys would listen and possibly even care maybe 
          thankyou xxx

CassieLeighJones

^ completely off topic, but you all said that I never liked you guys anyways. Does this sound like something I'd say if I despised you. Think about that. 
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CassieLeighJones

Chloe, I love you. You're the best friend I've ever had and I'm so grateful for you! I know you're not happy with yourself, but how? You're so beautiful, you're honestly stunning and I'm jealous of you sometimes. You have beautiful hair, you're not even fat and I really don't want to hear you say this again. You're NOT FAT, Chloe. You are NOT. You might think you are but you're not. You're perfect just the way you are and I really want you to remember that. Our whole friend group has issues, we're all insecure about something and some people are just better at hiding it. You're not perfect, but none of us are. Please know that you shouldn't worry about your weight because you're not fat, Chloe. 
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ChloeLouiseIrwin

AHHHH my book everything has changed just hit 100 reads 
          i never thought it would even get 1 read 
          thank you so much to everyone who reads it <3