My thoughts will be the destruction of me. For they want blood and nothing else. Some say I am delusional but it's not an illusion. To me it is more than a state of mind but more like a piece of mind.Nothing you say or do can change who I really am.  For I am a reject in my own ways.  I am just a reject from society. The girl NO ONE wants to know. The one no one notices in the hall or on the street. I am in to deep in this world. It is suffocating me slowly at times then completely at others. I am a nobody. This being the reason for my constant struggle with this world. This world is unforgiving. Once you are in there is no going back. I am that would know this best. For I am just a social causality.