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Hello all!! It's been a while since I've interacted with wattpad. But I feel like life is finally getting better! Me and my best friend (of six years) fell out, she accused me of apparently 'flirting' with everyone's boyfriends, which I'd never do, because 1: that's so immoral and 2: they are no where near my type. There's other shit that's been said but in the end I cut her and all her friends off. I did cry, but honestly, best decision I've ever made. I can hang out with my real friends everyday! I don't have to constantly walk on eggshells, and I'm not a sheep! And big news: I'M IN MY FIRST RELATIONSHIP!! I know, weird right? I love my boyfriend with all my heart, and I feel like we're made for each other :) he's weird and I'm weird, and I know that, despite it being my first relationship, I honestly can't see anyone else by my side :) 

I'm starting to go to the gym at my college (English ver) every Wednesday and Thursday morning and every Friday, so hopefully I become buff af cos I honestly forgot how much I loved a gym. And I'm also gonna eat more fruits, I love fruits. Although this week's my arms ached for THREE DAYS after, which was ouchie, but I'm happy. (finally) 

HELP, SOMEONE REPORTED A POST SAYING THEY WERE CONCERNED FOR MY HEALTH?? PLS, I AM OKAY, DON'T REPORT MY POSTS. IT LITERALLY SCARED THE SHIT OUTTA ME COS I HAVEN'T MADE A POST IN A WHILE AND I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GET JUMPED BY WATTPAD OR SMTH

My parents are turning my WiFi off and i won't be allowed it back unless I pay for it myself so idk when I'll next be online

Do any of yall wish you could disappear or see how the world would be without you in it? 

Little rant, this will contain very sensitive topics so please, if you don't like, don't read. TW: SA.
          
          so on Sunday I slept at my nans, on the Monday morning everything was normal. I said morning to my grandad and gave him a hug. We sat together on the couch and we watched YouTube together. He had his arm around my back, which I thought was normal. He would then force my hand around his back. He would then get in my face and just stare at me. He kissed my neck once, my collarbone once, which did make me awkward but not enough to think too much of it. Its when he kisses me on my lips and tries to force my mouth open that I know this is very very wrong. Luckily nothing happened after that and I got home safe. It's now Thursday, I had told my mum yesterday night and she instantly knew I was telling the truth. I went to my nans today to try tell her my side of the story. She kept defending her husband and showed no signs of supporting me, so my mum has decided she will be cut off, forever. My sister hates me because she loves my nana and she's no longer allowed to see her. We are making a report to the police and I'll have further updates in the comments over the next week or so. 

WATTPAD GOT RID OF MY ONESHOTS BOOK?! TF?? WHY MAN.. idek why but apparently it 'violates' their rules or whatever. Like I am literally giving up with wattpad, this is annoying af ngl. 

I'll try keep this short. I... Don't know how much longer I'll be alive for. I just can't keep doing this anymore. For context, I've been kicked out of the home I've spent nearly 14-15 years in. All because I was wearing some boys jeans because I'm transgender. Luckily, my best friend has taken me in, so I am staying somewhere. But it was the fact they kicked me out over some jeans knowing full well I don't have a job yet so I have no money. It was also so sad because as I was packing, they didn't seem to give two shits, and my baby sister (5), who I'm extremely close too, was sobbing her poor heart out because she didn't want me to leave and my parents blamed it on me.
          
          Sorry if none of yall wanna hear this, just wanted to let you know in case I do... Eventually give up with life and (TW) kill myself. Sorry once again.
          
          I'm just glad my friends parents are absolute angels, they even cradled me when I cried to them. 

I'll try keep this short. I... Don't know how much longer I'll be alive for. I just can't keep doing this anymore. For context, I've been kicked out of the home I've spent nearly 14-15 years in. All because I was wearing some boys jeans because I'm transgender. Luckily, my best friend has taken me in, so I am staying somewhere. But it was the fact they kicked me out over some jeans knowing full well I don't have a job yet so I have no money. It was also so sad because as I was packing, they didn't seem to give two shits, and my baby sister (5), who I'm extremely close too, was sobbing her poor heart out because she didn't want me to leave and my parents blamed it on me.
          
          Sorry if none of yall wanna hear this, just wanted to let you know in case I do... Eventually give up with life and (TW) kill myself. Sorry once again.
          
          I'm just glad my friends parents are absolute angels, they even cradled me when I cried to them. 

I'll try keep this short. I... Don't know how much longer I'll be alive for. I just can't keep doing this anymore. For context, I've been kicked out of the home I've spent nearly 14-15 years in. All because I was wearing some boys jeans because I'm transgender. Luckily, my best friend has taken me in, so I am staying somewhere. But it was the fact they kicked me out over some jeans knowing full well I don't have a job yet so I have no money. It was also so sad because as I was packing, they didn't seem to give two shits, and my baby sister (5), who I'm extremely close too, was sobbing her poor heart out because she didn't want me to leave and my parents blamed it on me.
          
          Sorry if none of yall wanna hear this, just wanted to let you know in case I do... Eventually give up with life and (TW) kill myself. Sorry once again.
          
          I'm just glad my friends parents are absolute angels, they even cradled me when I cried to them.