KannySenpai

Cronus sits cross legged under a tree with his attention focused up within the colorful clouds above from the dream bubbles. Though he's been dead for decades now, it seems he's at peace with himself, though a bit of sadness strikes his features as his thoughts wander to all of his past friends in his doomed timeline, wishing the best of luck to whoever is still alive out there beyond these dreams. With a sigh, he closes his milky colored eyes, leaning his head on the rough bark of the tree, enjoying the slight breeze in his little slice of paradise. 

I hope you are well, dearie. I have been thinking about you often, believe it or not. I know that so so so much is happening in your life right now and I have no place to vent on here but I have just been so worried. I really have no idea why.
          To cut this short, I hope you are hanging on. 
          ~Kankri

Yes. I'm still up ahahahhh

Another doodle for y'all. Ivwe recently gotten back into drawving, so requests are OPEN!! 
          I just published "Kankri Vantas; Body Practice " of my story " | Art 699k | ". https://my.w.tt/cQFjDGoWRcb

°I hate that I still lovwe you, evwen though you're heart is nowv so far awvay.°

Wvell imma pass out early tonight. Surprisingly haha- 

*Places a cigarette between his lips and finger guns with a wink* Ayeee~ My stomach fuckin' hurtsss~

°°°MENTAL HEALTH UPDATE°°°
          
          I'll be honest with you guys, my life isn't perfect. I am an adult with adult problems in adult situations. It sucks. Adulting sucks. Life sucks. 
          
          My mental health has taken an all time low and sometimes I contemplate my worth to this world, which isn't much. I try to keep a smile on my face for my friends and family, but it's been slipping here lately. And I'm sorry for the people who see that. This new year has the worst start and hopefully doesn't get worse, which it probably will considering my situation. But I am taking my HAND FULL of medication and need more blood work done for further diagnosis's... Clinically I have Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety, and Psychotic Disorder... They are looking more into BPD and Schizo-Dissociative Disorder (Which my dad had before he passed) but that's not official so I'm not going to diagnose myself. I hate all of these medications, the extensive therapy, ALL of it. 
          
          I just wish I were normal. A normal mother who can take care of her growing grub, a wife who can treat her lover better than he is being treated right now. I blame myself for a lot of things. I know my mental health isn't exactly my fault. I've had an abusive childhood, home life, and both of my bio parents were mentally ill and had problems themselves, but then again, my happiness can only be achieved by myself. I need to get out of the past and start a new leaf. With my family that I love so dearly and support me even know I'm a crazy b*tch most of the time. 
          
          2021 will be my year. And I am determined to make myself a better person. Even if it kills me. Wish me luck. <3
          
          - KannySenpai

Cronus sighs as he fishes a cigarette and lighter from his black jacket. He simply places the stick between his lips and lights it, taking in the smoke before it flaring out of his nose and gills. He seems to be in thought as a serious expression lingered on his solemn features, staring out the window and watching the rain pour down outside. "Wvhat the fuck did I do to deservwe this treatment." He muttered to himself as he took in another inhale of harmful smoke for his lungs to feed on.

Wvho needs sleep? Not me haha- *Cronus rubs his eyes tiredly*