ChocolateAndAnxiety
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jesus christ.
i’m 18 now. i logged into this account from when i was 12, and just…. jesus christ. this is humiliating. i reread my little book i published that was just full of my thoughts and just jesus christ. i was such a fucking cringe kid.
if anyone gets this, hi!! my life is a lot different than it was when i was 12, and i’m happy with it. i’m just going to use this as an opportunity to rant, which seems to be a theme with this account, lol.
i dropped out of high school, or rather i was forced to by my adoptive mother. i’ve since then cut her off, and reconnected with my biological mom. best decision i’ve ever made, honestly. i hope to get my GED by the end of the year, and i believe in myself! my girlfriend and i have been together 10 months tomorrow. she’s my fucking rock. i love her, we do everything together and literally haven’t been apart for more than 5 minutes in 6 months. (: we’ve got a dog together, her name is princess, she’s my baby. one time my adoptive mom stole her and we stalked my ex-adoptive mom for a month, then my girlfriend punched my ex-adoptive aunt in the face and got princess back for me. hottest thing i’ve ever seen. i’m gonna be honest, being an adult is weird. it’s hard. sometimes your gf has to punch someone in the face for stealing your dog. my mom moved to ohio last month, so it’s just been my girlfriend and i alone. living on your own for the first time is weird. it’s really weird. i miss my mom, and my siblings, but i know it’s time to start my own life, and i’m *excited* to start my own life. i’m excited i’m an adult now, i have so much potential and the whole world is at my disposal. i love life, and i’m excited for mine to truly *start*.
i hope everyone else who was 12 and on wattpad like me is doing okay now, i hope the best for everyone. may your lives all be plentiful and filled with love and joy. life is tough, but you’re tougher.
whoever’s reading this, i probably don’t know you, but you’ve got this.