(Continuation of previous post)
It takes a lot of courage, energy and dedication to continue writing after doing all these. I have household chores to attend (as my mother is in full time service and there's only her in my family), personal affairs to complete and do I have to explain the female 28 day cycle? I love writing, it's a part of who I am, my identity, my existence. I write because I feel happy and it feels fun. But right now, fun is the last thing on my mind. Completing one paragraph feels like a victory, and then I remember I have thousands of more words to write— especially given the plot of His Series. It demands utter concentration, brain power and I literally have to do a lot of background study for it. As an example, I've been studying building architecture for the upcoming few chapters and it's a whole lot of study which is completely out of my subject core. I could write it half heartedly, without putting much thought or detail to it, but that's not how I work. I can't do that. I can't mistreat a hobby I literally worship.
I said all these to update you guys about my current situation. I belong from a lower middle class family with a single mother. It's not easy and I'm not asking it to be. All I want is for you guys to understand that I'm trying my best and I'm not being lazy. My life outside Wattpad requires a lot and I try to balance everything, but a human can only do so much simultaneously. You all have been very patient and thoughtful with me and for that, I'm truly grateful. I can't ask for anything more. Just know that I do miss writing and everyday, even in this situation, I try to write at least once sentence. Even if it's slow, it's still better than nothing.
Thank you for reading all this. If you're still reading, know that your author is hopelessly indebted to all of you. I hope I can always deliver chapters that'll make you guys happy and ask for more. Thank you again, for staying with me.
