I'm in a mental breakdown and i'ts the worst that I have ever had. I have no friends right now, and my family just ignore the fact that I'm not good right now.
I know that I'm a failure, a disgrace and an idiot. And that I don't deserve anything.
But I feel so lonely right now and nobody is here. I just want someones to hug me, to hear me out and to tell me that everything is going to be alright, even if it's not going to, even if it's only lies, I will belive them.
I want to feel good.