Sophie's biggest fan

Perhaps I am psychotic. 

Okay so, irrelevant if you're uninterested. 
          
          Sophia. She's a heavy weight I can't lift. We met 9 years ago and were friends for 5 years until we faded into something more. Her mom was sort of religious and strict, so dating didn't go well. We kept breaking up because she was scared, which I get it. But it still hurts.
          
          Eventually, year 3 of on and off dating, her mom pulls her outta school. It's a rare occurrence to see her anywhere anymore. 
          
          It's been years. So many fucking years, and I still love her. So, I've decided, since my heart doesn't ever stop writing about her, to make an entire wattpad page just for her. I don't really care who sees, if I get interactions or not. I just need a place to set this heavy feeling down.
          
          
          I love you, Sophia.