this Christmas has been a dipsh*t and it's second only to February, can you imagine you're almost done with your chap only to find half of the work is gone!? seriously?! you didn't pull any sh*t and it's gone! so i need to lay off writing until next year or maybe until i can cool off enough to return, i swear to god i don't have a stable mentality and this sh*t just tip it off.