Chrissy2450

I JUST WANNA SAY. IT'S MY SON'S BIRTHDAY TODAY WHOOP WHOOP I'M SHOOK. I'M LITERALLY STUNNED HOW IS MY PHILLY BOY 30!!?? I was gonna draw something for him but ah I haven't been feeling up to it lately. Id like to hope he would forgive me. But alas I'm putting on a smile for him today CAUSE THIS IS A BIG DEAL THIRTY HOW EVEN. I HOPE DAN SPOILS MY RAY OF SUNSHINE VERY MUCH SO! 

Chrissy2450

I JUST WANNA SAY. IT'S MY SON'S BIRTHDAY TODAY WHOOP WHOOP I'M SHOOK. I'M LITERALLY STUNNED HOW IS MY PHILLY BOY 30!!?? I was gonna draw something for him but ah I haven't been feeling up to it lately. Id like to hope he would forgive me. But alas I'm putting on a smile for him today CAUSE THIS IS A BIG DEAL THIRTY HOW EVEN. I HOPE DAN SPOILS MY RAY OF SUNSHINE VERY MUCH SO! 

fandomQueenz

@Chrissy2450 no your not! Love ya, I need you here! 

Chrissy2450

@fandomQueenz oh thats fine XD. But i would barely say that. Im just a mess. Judt cause i have an unhealthy obsession with two squishy souls, doesn't make me great. Bu thx anyways...
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fandomQueenz

Oh god  this is gunna sound worse! But I thought you were someone else! But you still must be amazing, I mean your in the Phandom so....
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Chrissy2450

@fandomQueenz okay this is gonna sound really terrible. But do ik you?
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Chrissy2450

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Sometimes I just wish I didn't exist. The world would've been better without me. I'm such a fucking mess and I've come to realise that as hard as I try, I'll never be capable of changing that. What makes it worse is that I can't even hide it with my appearance and in fact I take up too much goddamn fucking space in this world. I'm just too much. And saying this is too much. I just wish I were like them. But this is who I am. And I'm sorry if I'm just a big disappointment.

QueerAussieButch

@Chrissy2450 Your not a disappointment!  Your a bloody brilliant friend!  You shouldn't put yourself down, you ought to embrace who you are,ess or otherwise, accept it and let me help you.  You have friends who truly care for you and if you don't confide in them than what's the point in having them?  So please let me help.
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