Hey guys.. Uh.. Well, this account is dead as all heck. Um, I wanted to let y’all know that I’m very much alive still, but my dad passed away recently in August. It’s hard, grieving isn’t easy, but I’m getting through. Some nights I can’t sleep, and other times I just feel empty knowing that he’ll miss out on so many things, and I’ll never get to hug him, see him smile, hear him make some awful yet funny jokes.. I had a strong bond with him but it wore thin during the last few months. I feel guilty, that I never helped him get better enough, that I wasn’t there enough. But I still love him, even though his drinking and my parent’s splitting tore our family apart. But everything is getting better, one day at a time.
Also I wanted to add on better news that my pronouns are now she/they, and uh, I got a new job, so I’m staying busy. I hope the rest of you are doing well though.