I really hope I didn't hurt your feelings! I'm super sorry if I did!
I have since edited the first part of the story to make it clear to everyone and added a thanks to you in there. You have given me constructive criticism on clarity and communication, which is invaluable. I really appreciate it. Thank you.
"See the problem isn't you it's me, I know. I can I've seen it time after time. I'll push you away, oh I get so afraid, I only only have myself to blame."