Christiana_Grey_2006

Soo does anyone follow me to read yet or y'all followed and forgot about me

Since I started my college, I was planning to forever abandon this account and my pending works. I was getting distant from the fandom and I had basically no inspiration to move ahead. 
          
          But since Liam was gone, I lost such a huge huge part of my creativity, because my writing, my everything basically started from fanfiction writing and being truly so far from it now, I feel lost, I lot drained. 
          
          I also have a constant working in my degree to actually land a job, or pursue the career I want. 
          
          I need to come back here, Idk if I would work (as If I did that before) here again, I might bring that lost part of me

Hey just want to say if you are from the US, I hope you stay Safe, because Trump being your president is not only fcking you guys up but also the world in a lot ways. 
          
          Hope everything goes well and God bless you. 

Whatever was I thinking last night about what tomorrow brings, it never included the loss that we had. Rip Liam, you were one of the best things that happened to me when I just wanted to kms. 2021 to 2023 was not the best of my life and you were there somehow to pull me out to be who I am right now, on my path to healing.
          
          Whatsoever you have done in the past, I don't think it would help me get over your loss. It feels so personal, so unrealistic. 
          
          Thank you for giving me the best time with myself 

Uni really slapped me in the face hard on what I really am and where do I stand in two days. 
          
          I have to work better

Hot Take: Making previously white characters into other races in cinema for a book or Disney remake should not bother you. 
          
          The race or color of an actor/actress doesn't interrupt with the character until it comes to heritage, culture and the poc related roots interferes with the script. 
          
          The character is still your loving character, nothing dies until the actor well doesn't perform well. 
          
          Your childhood is not ruined love, THE CHARACTER IS STILL THE SAME

Finally 18 today. You know what that means mwheheheehe
          
          
          
          (Going out with less than 24 hours permission)

I really should have taken nuclear science as a career man, would have slayed slang-metaphorically, not in reality (my GPA was just on the edge to get into media communication)

https://www.gofundme.com/f/s3a95a-i-need-your-support (link under @/ angelwingsarenearby on Instagram. )
          
          https://www.gofundme.com/f/qqvfe6-emergency-help-nour-family-to-rebuild-their-house (@/ nour_yousif2 on Instagram.)

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-gaith-sila-hmaza-leave-gaza (@/ jannatkhaled on Instagram)
          
          
          https://www.gofundme.com/f/78jk7-help-my-family-rebuilding-their-life (@/ mas.qun0 on Instagram. )
          
          
          https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-me-fundraise-rebuild-my-house (@/ muhammads.family9 on Instagram. )
          
          
          https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-mosa-hammad-evacuate-to-egypt-from-gaza (link under @/ angelwingsarenearby on Instagram. They are helping the Palestinian families.)
          
          
          https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-save-family-in-gaza (link under @/ angelwingsarenearby on Instagram. )