tqmkami
Hii my love ^^
idcrishika
Remember I love you❤️
idcrishika
You good? Are you healing?
ChristopherSkz143
@idcrishika I didn't answer this one either. such a good friend I am, huh? thanks for your words and love, they really mean everything to me. id also like to know you because there's too many people suffering out there alone and i also am so i sometimes think we could just save each other, but I guess we'll have to find a way my sight? yeah, I'm in danger of losing it completely. I talked to my doctor. there's actually nothing he can do. we just have to wait until I'm 25 to get the surgery but my bad vision is growing so fast I don't think it'll last until then. look, this is gonna be long: ok so I have a lot of problems in my sight which are myopia, astigmatism, amblyopia, strabismus (which usually don't go together but I won the lottery) and an excess of mass in my left eye. this had to be diagnosed early, but they only diagnosed me when it was actually too late. the most important problem of this is that my eyesight just worsens and worsens so quickly. so yeah. I'm prolly gonna go blind and there's almost anything we can do. cool.
idcrishika
@ChristopherSkz143 I'm sorry babe that you're going through a lot alone... I wish I was there with you... to hold you, to wipe off your tears, to give you a shoulder, to pat your head and take care of you... I wish I were there... I know it's been hard for you, tough every day, but know that I'm here... vent anything you want to and I'll listen... I may not be good at consoling people but I'm a good listener... so I'll always listen to you. And about losing your sight... have you contacted your doctor?? What did he say? What does it mean? Losing your sight completely? But how and why? There will be an option right? Just contact your doctor and tell me what did he say. I just pray that you get well soonnnnnn and start to laugh and forget all your pains. Just know I'm here if you ever wanna talk <333 Take care baby... please❤️
idcrishika
Hii babe... how are you love?
idcrishika
are you okay girly? everything's okay?
ChristopherSkz143
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@idcrishika oh damn how come i just realised i never answered? I'm sorry ;[ i know anger issues. i also have them. i think I got them from both of my parents like what omg that's so fucked up. fr. when grown ass people think they're right just because they're older it really shows how they are. I hope you're better now ;] ohhh at least that's something sweetheart! keep going! so happy you did <33
idcrishika
@ChristopherSkz143 true bro... you're right. And yes I do have anger issues (a lot). I think it’s genetic(i probably inherited it from my dad) I tried talking to her but she doesn’t understand... you know how desi parents are? You can never win a conversation even when you're right and they're wrong. Um... my dad suggested I pursue CA but I think I’ve also developed interest in the field and I believe it’ll be beneficial for me. And yepp I did paste it❤️
ChristopherSkz143
@idcrishika omg, I was so close to send it to you but accidentally touched my profile and lost it... again. okay, so. we all are so different with different ways of thinking, so, if there's a misunderstanding, it doesn't have to be the person who was saying the information's fault, not even the listener, it is just smth that'll always happen. do you have anger issues? have you tried to talk to your mother about this? ugh, college... idrk what to tell you, but... fighting! are you studying what you want to or did someone pick it for you? yeah, there are more and more responsibilities when you grow... will you? hehe, that's cute
urfavcurlyfangirl
heyy! i am 14 too! twins??
idcrishika
Hey! I just started my new Hyunjin fanfic — When You Look My Way! Would love for you to check it out if you get the time. Hope you like it!
https://www.wattpad.com/story/393450114?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=idcrishika
OtakuDaBest
@ChristopherSkz143 hm Damn damn, that's nice. Here it's just study study, study, and aim to get into good colleges. People do not see any stream (combination of subjects) other than science as something work studying. It's a very toxic culture. We have JEE (joint entrance exam, for engineering) and NEET (national entrance exam test, or so, for medical). Different colleges also have their own entrance exams, and there are different subjects as well. But the society is so orthodox, it does not see anything other than science fit. Like, people commit suicide and stuff while studying for the exams (JEE and NEET), or because they can't study the subjects of their choice. Funny, how we all need different things other than just engineers or doctors, but those are the only ones acknowledged well. Sorry, I started ranting. And I don't think you were very clear about Hannah. I just had this feeling, like, they way you talked, and how much she helped you and stuff. It wasn't very clear, just a random hunch. You're good.
OtakuDaBest
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@ChristopherSkz143 can relate with the impulsive part, very badly. I almost lost control last week, my mother had problems with me looking at a fucking screen at night, apparently it's the proper time to sleep and shit. I had movie plans with my crush online. (Same guy who I've talked about) I realised I'm crazy because in the fit of my anger, I started laughing like a maniac at 1 am. I hope I didn't scare away my neighbours or smth. I kinda felt it about you liking "hannah". I just had a feeling. Idk why. Let's focus on studies. We have a long way ahead. I have two stressful ass years ahead of me, bcs high school in india is like all deciding. Whatever happens in these two years decides my future. So yeah. I need to focus. I've made promises with myself, and I don't want to relax until I've achieved them. I'm sure you have similar promises or aims. Let's do our best. Ps. That's why I'm sitting at a Domino's rn. Lol.
OtakuDaBest
HIIIII
I've been meaning to ask you... where are you from?
ChristopherSkz143
@OtakuDaBest how sweet of her idk what y'all do for your mom's to accept your partners omg... maybe i just have to find a partner first LMAO you can do itttttttttt kisses babyyyyyyy <33333
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@OtakuDaBest WYM HE KNOWS YOU INSIDE OUT— oh aight— WAIT WHAT— aw that's so fucking sweet bby babe that's absolutely NOT narcissisticccccccccccccc you NEED to find and love yourself as a person and as yourself pretty lady i really want to watch it but idk if it's on netflix and how to watch it bcos my netflix account is linked to my mom's and she isn't a fan soooooooooooooooo
ChristopherSkz143
@OtakuDaBestyeah it's hard to deal with it but i started talking to her on monday yayyy i just didn't tell you the whole truth abt her and it's smth very hard to tellllllllllllll ugh im really feeling high wth LOVE YOU UUUUU REDIVINE HAVE A BITE MAKE IT MOINE ALL THE TIME if he's telling you that stuff, he's soooooooooo green flag im proud you found him bbg omg im sososoossososo happyyayayayayayayayyyyyyy it's worth it (trust me bro) (that One minsung video reference)