ChronicallyPanda

I just wanna apologize for how much time there is between updates of my Alren story. It's not because I've given up on it, quite the opposite. This story holds such a special place in my heart and I want it to be perfect and portrayed the right way. Which causes me to overthink or over analyze what I write and how I write. Writers block and lack of creativity due to my mental health plays a huge factor in the spacing between updates. Music truly helps me create the chapters which is why there's so many songs added in chapters. It's how I communicate normally and it bleeds into my writing. I appreciate all of you so much for sticking with me through the long journey. I am determined to finish this story and have it be my first ever actually completed story. I just don't know how I want it to end yet so I continue with twists and turns that let me create more for the story. I am constantly thinking about how to write this next chapter and future chapters. Please don't give up on me <3 I love you all so much. Stay beautiful and strong!
          	
          	-Kisses Taylor

harmonizer_79

@TheStonerPanda i feel you so take ur time!
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ChronicallyPanda

@harmonizer_79 appreciate you so much for sticking with me <3 I'm not sure when I'll have the chapter finished now that I'm working again but I haven't forgotten about it or given up! Constantly trying to figure out how to write this next chapter and where I want to take the story. Thank you for being so patient with me
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ChronicallyPanda

I just wanna apologize for how much time there is between updates of my Alren story. It's not because I've given up on it, quite the opposite. This story holds such a special place in my heart and I want it to be perfect and portrayed the right way. Which causes me to overthink or over analyze what I write and how I write. Writers block and lack of creativity due to my mental health plays a huge factor in the spacing between updates. Music truly helps me create the chapters which is why there's so many songs added in chapters. It's how I communicate normally and it bleeds into my writing. I appreciate all of you so much for sticking with me through the long journey. I am determined to finish this story and have it be my first ever actually completed story. I just don't know how I want it to end yet so I continue with twists and turns that let me create more for the story. I am constantly thinking about how to write this next chapter and future chapters. Please don't give up on me <3 I love you all so much. Stay beautiful and strong!
          
          -Kisses Taylor

harmonizer_79

@TheStonerPanda i feel you so take ur time!
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ChronicallyPanda

@harmonizer_79 appreciate you so much for sticking with me <3 I'm not sure when I'll have the chapter finished now that I'm working again but I haven't forgotten about it or given up! Constantly trying to figure out how to write this next chapter and where I want to take the story. Thank you for being so patient with me
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ChronicallyPanda

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NEW CHAPTER OF ALREN: SCARED OF HAPPY IS NOW UP! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! ITS LONG AND SHIT GOES DOWN! <3

harmonizer_79

@TheStonerPanda i really do! it's so goood. i'm actually working on a story too :)
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ChronicallyPanda

@harmonizer_79 working on the next chapter, hopefully will be out within the mext few days! Hope you're enjoying the story :) 
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ChronicallyPanda

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Guys.. I might not be able to write for a few weeks... I really fucked up my hand last night and my mental health isn't the best.. A lot of the next chapter is already written I just have to finish it up so I'm going to try to write but I don't know if my hand will let me.. 
          
          I'm sorry... 
          
          Take care of yourselves.. 
          
          -Taylor

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Your boy is officially 20 today

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