taiyo_hana
i just wanted to say tank you for being my friend <3
ChubbyButtercup
ChubbyButtercup
So... I'm back. I still might not write much... I was having a bit of an identity crisis & now I'm trying all sorts of things to find out who I am... It's like Edward Scissorhands when he came down from the castle... I still have to find MY ice carving... But I'm still here for anyone who wants to talk & I'll be dumping my unspoken thoughts into "My Thoughts" again. I appreciate y'all still caring... You're far kinder than I am ❤️❤️
ChubbyButtercup
@poofyhoshi Awwwww we're fine, thank you so much... It means so much that no one forgot about me because honestly I seriously thought that would have been the case exactly. That people would just forget I ever had a Wattpad but... I never meant to be away so long. I just have this thing in my life where good things dont last & if anyone gets close it's time to go because it's about to hit the fan but y'all didn't let me just fade out &... I really really appreciate it
ChubbyButtercup
@SoapyPasta Omg thank you so much for this message... I guess I kinda underplayed my influence on other people... I always have this feeling like nobody would really care if I just kinda... Disappeared... I've realized since my break from Wattpad that that isn't true... I've gotten so many kind messages over the last few months... I'll try from now on to write more often & guarantee that I'll be here whenever anyone, especially you, would like to chat. Thanks for making me feel truly welcome here
Dreamstirling29
Hi @chubbyButtercup! After reading your profile, I am relieved to know that I don’t have to grow out of my phase of fandoms when I’m an adult! I can be my ridiculous self for longer than my teen years! Thanks for helping me realize that. ~D.S.29
ChubbyButtercup
@Dreamstirling29 omg thank you! I'm so glad to be of any help I can to anyone. You're never too old for anything & don't let anyone tell you differently!
ChubbyButtercup
Yall, I'm really sorry I haven't been writing. I'm trying really hard to get my YouTube channel finally started & I'm kinda laying the groundwork right now trying to build a social media following so I can start with at least a couple subscribers hopefully. I promise I WILL be back, I'm just not exactly sure when... Plus some more personal stuff is going on which will be a new installment in "My Thoughts" really really soon... Just trying to figure myself out right now...
ChubbyButtercup
It's been a pretty long time since I talked to y'all directly. Everything is fine. I just found a job I can stick with but it's a very busy job with good hours. I'm still writing, just not as much. Also, I wanna take the time out to mourn the loss of a friend. She left Wattpad & I have no way of knowing where to contact her... She went by many names, but I remembered her as Kami... Goodbye Kam-Kam... I hope you're happy wherever you are...
-kavya-
Are you on?
ChubbyButtercup
Lol thanks to them, I will NEVER get a job at Chucky Cheese. As for your question, unfortunately no. I lived in an EXTREMELY dangerous neighborhood & dropped out of high school when I turned 18. There were 6 guns found on school property in the 2 years I was there & one of the unpopular kids got shot. I didnt wanna be the next one.
-kavya-
@ChubbyButtercup Lol don't get attacked by Freddy and his gang XD Question, did you/do you go to college?
taiyo_hana
looking at your pfp makes me realize how much I fail at being pretty
I cry
taiyo_hana
lurking
ChubbyButtercup
Because I could hear you a mile away. Practice your lurking skills so you can be a successful Yandere-Chan.