Chulimochi

Hello readers, just want to share what has been going on. I never forget about this world. Always wanted to come back. No promises being made this time, I'll just do it. The end of last year was the roughest. I finally know the reason why I coudn't be able to update.  No ideas and couldn't connect back to the stories. I've been doing something else, yes, but this is also part of me.  Many months ago, I figured out how I lost my sense of creativity.  It's been lost for a long while, though.  I used to be wild and angsty when I wrote. Love that part about myself. Missed that. It was so free with enough logic. Someone in my life affects that. That person is out of my life now. I didn't know, but subconsciously, I started to lose my beliefs in my work. I doubt my potential, but it's all good now. A few days ago, while lying in bed thinking about my sacral chakra. I was born to have my sacral flow with creativity. And then the image of Jimin and Jungkook in the next chapter of The Benefits came up in my head. Just like that, I'm now able to connect back with it. How I'm back is a long story, but it's a good sign and a good period to start writing again. It's overwhelming though. I came back and read all the chapters I wrote. I was like wtf. I was able to write like that? hahahahaha not that I think it's amazing or the best. I always leave room for growth, but that's a hell of a lot of creativity. Shit. I don't want to say that I'm officially back, but yeah I'm walking back slowly. You guys are the ones who help me believe in myself. From now on, it's only getting better and exploring deeper. No one would block my creativity again ever. Hope you guys are doing well. Thanks for reading this. Grateful if you're still here.

Happy New Year Author-nim ♡
          May this year bring you lots of happiness and good health <3

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How are you guys? Hope you huys are doing fine! I've been in roller coaster of emotions. Romance happens. I'm almost back <3

Happy New Year Author-nim ❤️✨
          I wish you have a great day, year and life ahead!  <3 

Hello you guys, I'd like to announce that I would like to put my two fictions on pause, due to my schedules and my own ability of time management, I won't be able to write and have not been able to write for a while even I miss writing so much because I'm occupied with something else related to work. That's one reason. Another reason is that I've been growing over time too, so my perspective on things has shifted. For Running in circles, it's my intention to give some toxicity in it just to see how the two characters overcome it, but I feel like I could have told the story much better and simplify it too. Not that I don't appreciate my own work at that moment, but still. For The benefits, I appreciate my own story telling, and I would like to continue in the future when I'm more available. Another thing that has been on my mind is moral and ethic on writing a fanfic of Jikook too. I still believe in their bond, but for some time now, I've been thinking a lot about is it the right thing to do. Jikook inspires me to write. Without them, I wouldn't have started writing these story and gotten to explore my imagination. And I'm not earning money from these. It's completely passion, but I still think a lot about these things. I need some times to consider all the things. Again, I don't give up on these books, but I might do re-write to fit my current person that I am. 
          
          Thank you so much for all the supports you guys have been sending. I started with few readers. I didn't expect to have this many people to read my stories. Your supports got me to appreciate my own worth, and I'm so happy that my works are your company too. I wish to give more to you guys in the future. 
          
          Take care until then <3 (I'm still here. You guys can talk to me anytime) 

https://open.spotify.com/track/5wPnPIZS8wr4lPNLz4qvHK?si=OsVEmPImSAWjFPJi18DxPA

(Running in Circles) Chapter 73 is up! 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1473672056?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=Chulimochi

I'm here! Still here. With my tight schedule, I'll try to update within this week. I know I postpone a lot, but I'm really trying <3 write me how have you been?

Updates??  :(