Cielo_nyebe
That feeling when you've given all to him
But he didnt appreciate it, even annoyed when you initiate conversation with him, like normal couples do.
You're the only one who's striving to keep the relationship running
Im about to give up, I know I'm not good enough
I know he's into someone
Sorry coz I keep holding you, I'm just waiting for you to tell me to let you go
Although it hurts, it will be okay
I may be stubborn but I'm not looking forward to keeping someone who wants to go
Sorry coz I'm always concerned,
That every little thing I do irritates you
That my existence annoys you
Sorry that I'm not a teenage girl about 15-18 that you desire the most
Sorry coz I'm already in my 20's, old enough, I cannot be a picture of fantasy you desire
Yes you changed me, I wasnt the person I was before
I improved, but you see, everything comes at a price
And it left my heart broken and my eyes filled with tears
Yes I imagined a new future with you,
A future very different from what I used to imagine
Married to you, having children with you, travelling the world with you, spending all important moments in life with you, and growing old with you, which you used to promise me
He didnt even ask me how my day went, have I already taken my meal? Did i arrive home safe? If I'm okay inspite of all the demons lurking beside me ,ready to kill me at anytime. He said he cares, but what kind of a fool agrees with him?
times change, and you changed, you're not the same person I knew
It's funny how quickly time can change you.
It even looks like you dont want me anymore
Yes you may say it, you love me, but actions do better than words
Your words says yes, your actions says no
I've been in love with a stranger I havent met
And my heart have been broken by a stranger I used to love, and I havent met
Cielo_nyebe
@Smiling_Knife143 and i hope when I see this post a year from now, I'll be happy :)
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