CikMimpiOfficial

Tiada Tuju
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/383506748

CikMimpiOfficial

Random but.
          
          Historical fiction genre with Srivijaya as timeline and place setting. Theme is literally about a tyrannical ruler
          
          What do you think?
          
          Nope, bukan buku baru. It was just a random spark dlm kepala so i felt like i wanna write it up for fun but for myself only and not for Wattpad lol.

CikMimpiOfficial

Suicide warning.
          
          Random but converting your intrusive thoughts into something safer such as writings is actually something i first time done it and os actually pretty helpful in crucial time lol.
          
          Okay summary of the story, i got up to the highest tingkat kat asrama tingkat 10 sbb nak lepak sbb aku tgh bengang about something.
          
          So there's a flash of intrusive thoughts to suicide lol. Random betul kan?
          
          The fun thing is that i write it up the moment that happened. So basically i converted it and suppressed myself from doing it for real (which i believe I won't do it for real but intrusive thoughts is something different so aku tak akan terkejut if i would actually have done that subconsciously)
          
          It gave me a good story though, so i kinda like it

CikMimpiOfficial

@missblossom_ tq, sebab benda yg buat saya bengang tu bukan benda biasa. If not, i usually won't even act that much. Dia ada melibatkan deep feelings, which i rarely experience sbb usually saya always like low empathy and low emotions macam numb. Feelings saya always conveyed through impulsive manner.
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missblossom_

anyhow, akak hrp benda yang buat awk bengang tu tk lagi buat awk berasa sedemikian. I pray u for the best ❤️ tenang tenang okey
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missblossom_

@cikmimpiofficial that’s scary… but yea so true. I get a lot of intrusive thoughts too and it’s so scary how a human can think such thoughts
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CikMimpiOfficial

Hi, assalamualaikum ^^
          
          A little update + explanation. I don't know when I'll update books or probably even officially stop because I no longer could be called a "writer" because of no inspiration, inability to construct sentences and it's hard to swallow this but i could feel the passion is dissipating.
          
          So if i ever update any chapter, firstly it's a low chance. Secondly I am very very very rarely online in Wattpad, barely. Thirdly I'll ignore every notifications including personal messages because i probably forgot or i just deliberately ignored them. I'll apologize over the ignorance but tbh the connection between me and Wattpad is loosening that i barely care anymore. Perhaps i might sound selfish tho, like i made friends here before and suddenly now ghosting and ignoring you guys but then again I can't help it. Emotionally this might be very offending however, when a person couldn't feel care over it, then what else could they do but to walk away? I'm sure everyone dislike fake friends, right? Some people say the human heart changes, hati manusia berbolak-balik, i guess that's what I'm facing.
          
          Apa-apapun, i came here in 2018 and am still here in 2024 even though barely online. It's a good and fun memory with all of you. Consider this message board as my farewell here, Cik Mimpi mengundur diri, Assalamualaikum.
          
          What a nice place we met and created a valuable memory. (And i should add that I'm not depressed or something, i know the way i typed sounded serious T^T but I'm too lazy to pun emoji n_n

Nooroo_Edayu03

@CikMimpiOfficial  NOOOOOO inactive. Tak apa, rehatlah. Kalau ada idea novel... bolehlah collab dengan aku kalau ada masa~
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CikMimpiOfficial

Lah, panjang benau. Ceit, habit.
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