@Cik_Julianis Sama sama.. Tapi i rasa story Heartbeat tu sumpah best.. I rasa story tu takde kurang dekat mana mana part pun sebenarnya
And for your information I keep that story because it’s the place where I pour out my feelings whenever I miss her.. To be honest, I don’t even understand myself and I’m not sure whether I still have a crush on her or not.. Apa yg I tahu I still tk boleh nk lupakan dia.. I already have a girlfriend and I care about her, but there are times I feel terrible admitting that I still love my old crush deeply.. I pernah terfikir untuk minta break but in the end, I couldn’t bring myself to say it.. I love my girlfriend but I love my ex crush more not because of any specific reason, just because the feelings came naturally.. She was the one who asked me to be her girlfriend in the first place and it’s been almost a year now.. I would be lying if I said I’ve never thought of giving up on this relationship.. Setiap kali I gaduh dengan dia I akan buka balik album yang I buat untuk crush lama I, tengok gambar-gambar dia zaman sekolah dan ingat semula moment kami terserempak in every corner of the school.. She doesn’t even know that I ever liked her.. Sometimes I feel like I’m being cruel in my current relationship because I let my girlfriend hold onto hope while I’m still lost and unsure of my own heart..
When I read Donor, I felt a small connection to Ayla because some parts reminded me of myself not entirely but in the sense that she knows a lot about Vera.. cuma i ni version sopan la.. I just knowing basic things like her background and family.. I’m not saying it’s the same or intentional, I just wanted to share that it made me feel a little seen and connected when I read it..
Just want to say, keep going with Donor.. It’s a good story and I really hope you continue it.. I’m curious to see how it unfolds