Human contact is weird but I strangely hate it and crave it at the same time. A person can hug me and I can ask for them to leave while trying to find their heartbeat, while hoping they don't break away. Because then I get scared. Because I think that, that hug, will be the last one I get. Everytime I'm proven wrong, but maybe next time I'll be right. And I don't want that. I just want to hold a person's hand, lean on their shoulder, intertwine our legs while sitting on a couch. I'll even take a high-five. But the best feeling is a genuine hug, knowing that someone is there, with you, and they won't be leaving anytime soon.
