Hi guys... Well here goes.

My name is Ella

I am a major 'ponderer'. Some people accuse me of not listening, that I have selective hearing, that I am not always 'there'. They ask me things and my mind will go off on a tangent. I love to think and I'll just get lost inside my own mind. Whenever I think, it's like that sensation when you go into a room to get something but as soon as you get there you forget all about what it is you were trying to remember and do about a billion other things instead. 

I write based on dreams. My dreams are sacred to me. I ALWAYS dream and most often than not remember vividly about them. My dreams take me to far off lands, places that are so amazing, I dwell on them constantly. My unconsciousness is like a wonderland; so much better than the real world. Full of the impossible, improbable, irreplaceable.

I get so frustrated at having these amazing dreams and memories of people, places, situations in my head and not having any way to express them. I am a terrible artist so that's out and the only way to make my dreams a reality therefore is to write about them. 

I really hope you enjoy my dreams as much as I do... but not too much because I want everyone to know I love them best. 

xxx