Cinn614

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Cinn614

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Stole my childhood by making me babysit my siblings 24/7 like I was their real mother but I never complained, barely spent time with me because she was always busy out recklessly spending money my dad sent but I never complained, finished University last year and asked her to confide in her successful friends to help me get a job but she never did because of her pride and yet I still never complained and now has the audacity to yell at my face today and say I’m irresponsible and lazying around at home as if I can help my unemployment.
          
          
          Oh if only she knew I downed 24 pills on my 9th grade because of her then she wouldn’t be acting like this.
          
          
          Oh no wait. She does know because I told her about it by mistake when I was drunk and celebrating her birthday.
          
          Guess that didn’t shake her enough to change her ways.  The world and its people are such a funny place. Adults are supposed to be wise, mothers are supposed to be role models and yet these mfs make me feel like I’m more mature.
          
          
          
          I’m going to need some anti depressants quick coz these episodes gon have me fucked up.

naraholland

@Cinn614 I'm so sorry you're going through all of this Cinn :(( i wish i could say or do something to help you, but this is another kind of pain
            mothers shouldn't treat us this way, just because biology called them mothers doesn't mean they really are
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luluwilliams143

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@Cinn614 U r perfect in my eyes is all I can say, don't think about self harm or shit like that even though sometimes I know you can't just help it, pull through it all and show that bitch of a mum that you are far better than she can ever be, we love you all and that bitch is not worth your anger, tears and worry so just keep thinking about what makes you smile and remember that we are with you through it all, don't give a fuck about what other people say and just keep doing and thinking about what makes you happy. Stay stronggggg. xoxo
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minsunggggzz

@Cinn614 oh baby :( 
            she doesn't deserve an angel like you at all.
            please don't ever think about taking your own life again, you can't lose your life because of HER. not after what she did to you. you genuinely deserve deserve the world my love. I'm so so so sorry. you don't deserve any of that. she doesn't deserve you.
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Cinn614

Hypocrite and yet she’s supposed to be my mother

naraholland

@Cinn614 same, im sorry yo have to deal with that, as someone who also has mommy issues, i understand you
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Chrysanthemum_Star

@Cinn614 ooh.. Cindie baby what happened?
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luluwilliams143

@Cinn614 R u okay, we love you through anything and you can always confide in us. I don't know if this makes you feel any better but you can always remember that we've got ur back.xoxo
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Amicus_Woosan

I was today years old when I found out that Diary version albums literally have written stories on it TAT Now I have to collect all of their albums НАНАНАНАННА
          
          
          P.s: To those who know this way before me, please let me know. Is every album different? Like for example, Fever Era is different from The World era? Or are they connected?
          Cuz I will literally buy all diary versions if they are connected ><