Clown Boy

I got kicked off this account and I can't get back in...

I'm considering making a new account. I mean,I feel like I did something wrong on this one, idk. I want a fresh start. I haven't decided yet tho 

I made a new gay rp book if anyone wants to join... I'm working on lots of new scenarios 

Anyone want to rp??

Someone wanna rp with my new boyo?

My mom forced me to tell my therapist something I didn't wanna. I know I have to get help for it but it's so uncomfortable I don't wanna talk about itttt

Everyone always makes fun of people who did something for attention and it kinda upsets me bc I was in that position a while ago. If they're doing something self destructive for attention that's pretty damn bad. It's obvious they aren't getting enough
          
          A year ago I starved myself for attention. I purposely refused to eat bc my mom was never home, my sister was abusing me, and everyone at school was treating me like a freak for being trans. I wanted someone to pity me and pay attention to me. And I was ridiculed for doing it for attention. It made me feel even worse bc all I wanted was to be treated like a human and nothing I did worked. 
          
          But guess what. The fact I had to do it to get people to stop getting violent with me is just a bad of an issue of any other reason someone would self harm. Don't make it seem like a bad thing. 

I hate where I live. I had a black lives matter poster I made in my window for one day and someone literally chucked a rock at my window 

Now our relationship is officially fucking over because of him thinking I'm a liar without looking at the evidence. I'm so fucking hurt rn 

Guess who just got blocked by their ex (kinda, we were working on our relationship) boyfriend over me "lying" to him. I sent him something about cops with sources and he didn't believe me anyway...