Cirnonana
Why was I so cringe and edgy 2 years ag
Cirnonana
Right when I thought I was bad from 2019 - 2021 I was still awful up until like 2024 or something
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Just gonna say this right now, the final few weeks of school was a massive let down.
The previous year 11s had books for people to sign in, they got to do goodbye messages and they even had longer assemblies.
When it came to the leavers assembly I was in it was short af. We had no books to sign in, I was the only one who actually bothered to bring in a shirt for people to write on and none of the year 11s were allowed to do special messages. The school stopped caring as soon as I became a year 11.
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And the worst part is that all the teachers pretended that none of the previous year 11s did their goodbyes in their leavers assemblies, I just kept getting told “Year 11s don’t do goodbyes” or something. Honestly as soon as this year’s Year 11s leave that school it’s definitely going down to hell.
I literally dealt with a guy who kept being transphobic, interrupted lessons all the time and even kept bullying me. I rarely learnt anything in Year 11, it was awful.
Cirnonana
DUDE WATTPAD DELETED ALL MY NOTIFS AND DMS
Being inactive for almost a year was a mistake I feel like this is the app’s middle finger to me
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Right, here’s an update on everything.
- My new online name is Phoenix, it’s not Popcorn anymore.
- I broke up with my ex gf and found out that she never really loved me.
- Said ex gf is trying to ruin my life.
- I no longer believe anything my ex gf says due to how much she lies.
- I developed a crush on a guy (and unfortunately I don’t think I’ll be able to tell them about this without harming the friendship :’( ).
- I got into Heartstopper (ITS A GOOD SHOW WATCH IIIT).
- I enjoy college more than being at home.
- I lost 3 friends (I hate them all now anyways so yeah).
- I found out that whenever I’m genuinely happy my ex always ruins something for me.
- due to something that happened 2 days ago I’m currently scared.
- I got back into Smash Ultimate.
- I have a 2006 Wii now (the white one not the 2012 Wii Mini).
- I’m currently trying to learn how to be normal by doing things other than think about my crush and talking to my crush.
Cirnonana
Been a while hasn’t it.
Cirnonana
Y’all this is 2 or 3 weeks late but I LEFT SCHOOL
YEAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Cirnonana
Starting to dislike using she/her pronouns so I now go by He/They
Cirnonana
Guess who’s iPad broke again
;_;
Cirnonana
I’m highly certain it will get fixed though since the only known issue is the LCD screen
I was wearing headphones when it gave up and when I held the circular button I heard the Siri activation sound
Let’s pray it gets fixed ;u;
Cirnonana
Searched up “Swastika” when trying to find the USSR flag on a school computer today.
What a great start to being a year 11
Cirnonana
School’s starting on Wednesday
:’(
Cirnonana
If I do ever decide to continue the school stories then it might end once I’ve just told all of those that I can remember or have recently happened
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Also I’m gon be year 11 when I go back so right after sometime in July 2024 I’m leaving that school WOO