Saucy_Isaac
this message may be offensive
To Mr Cj (not using your full name just in case you know),
When, will you ever reply to my Pm's? Probably never, but that's okay. I hope you read this though.
To start off, I want to apologise to you. I'm sorry; Cj I'm so fucking sorry, I didn't mean to get jealous, I just felt so left out. I knew everything about you, I came to England to see you, to catch up with you; however it was no use. You had so many greater friends, whom in which you opened up to. I guess.. I felt jealous that you weren't my best friend anymore. That you moved from America and moved on with life and just left me in the dark.
You always told me we'd be best friends till the end, is the end over Cj? I hope not. you know everything about me from A-Z and I know you just as well. I know what to say when you're sad or glum, when your mad or angry; I've always been there for you when things have happened.
I get that you're not having the easiest time and that what I did was extremely wrong, but it isn't all my fault. I needed you when you told me you'd always be there, but no you were with your new best friends, with this god damn attitude (which has happened to get you thinking your so hard). But I know you're not, I know the real Cj, I've known the real Cj for a long time. If you have anything of heart left please talk to me. We were best friends and it kills me that I let go off you. You truly were the greatest friend I've ever had and i didn't mean to hurt or misuse you. So if you dont reply to me I completely understand but I love you bro and I hope you have a great life.
