Does it suck when you have friends but you're paranoid to lose them because of your own mistakes they may not be able to accept?
That's me. I have made too much mistakes in my life to make people hate and love me. I only want to escape reality and enter the online world because I think it would be better. But in the end I keep making enemies I wasn't supposed to make...
I guess it is generically my fault for being stupid. I didn't want to make any enemies online, because I'm sure I've made enough in real life. All I wanted was to apologize and forgive. Even if it is their fault, I forgive them. But people can be different with eachother, so they may not be able to move on from the past problems they should have forget for the best... And I hope someday I can make it up to those enemies I made.
Whether my fault or theirs, I just want peace, okay? I didn't ask for war, it's always unintentional and it's probably caused by stupid mistakes like this...
Hahhaha... Sorry for the rant. I feel like releasing my weights, right now... You can ignore this
