Announcement.
Hello, kittens. It's been a while, I just want to make an announcement regarding Running away with the Billionaire's son ( Xairux and Yvay's story), i had it unpublished because i feel like the story was going nowhere. Ang gulo na kasi niya para sakin na i am not satisfied with the flow of the story anymore.
These past few months kasi i realized that something is not right. Dumating na kasi ako sa point na wala na akong maisulat pa para sa story nila. To be honest, hindi lang sa story nila. I have so many thoughts running through my head that i realized that it's not good anymore, that I am tired, that i no longer feel the happiness whenever i write/type. Parang naging obligasyon na siya sa'kin which is hindi dapat ganon. I don't want that for me, for us and ofcourse sa mga nililikha kong kwento. I am this type of person na kapag may gagawin ako dapat masaya ako sa ginagawa ko, hindi yung gagawin ko kasi kailangan— no po, ayaw ko po ng ganon.
Sorry medyo napahaba ang kwento hahaha. Anyway, don't worry dahil babalik pa naman ako at itutuloy ang story nila, yun nga lang maraming mababago sa story nila Yvay. For now, i am resting and building my confidence. I've been writing in silence too. I am not publishing it pero nagsusulat po ako. I wanted to feel the happiness and freedom i felt when i started writing.
It's not just about writing to gain something, right? There is more than that.
Let's bleed again soon, kittens. Don't stress yourself too much. Cry if you feel like crying. Smile and laugh genuinely. Don't keep it to yourself. If you needed to cry it out loud just to let it out, go. I want you to be genuinely happy.