ClassicalAmy

Mental Memo for Myself *stick it in my mind*
          
          
          Next time before adding the story to my library, be sure to see the tag "romance" or anything in that category or subcategory to save myself from a heartbreak❕❕❕❕
          
          
          Not sure why I would say "I enjoy love stories with sad endings."
          
          Perhaps I was enchanted at the time.
          
          I DON'T ENJOY STORIES WITH SAD ENDINGS.
          
          'Cause they will make me uncomfortable in my chest, or worse, they will make me cry my heart out.
          
          Just like tonight.
          
          The writer is a talented one, and I admire her writing styles as well as her old-fashioned language. So very elegant and graceful.
          And there were dark twists that left me in astonishment.
          
          But, the ending!!!!! Ugh!!!! Too sad!!! 
          I was heartbroken at the end, and humbled for the heavy love the male lead had for the female one.
          
          Um... I still need to prepare myself for unhappy endings, for I won't know the ending 'til the very end, without spoilers, of course. I HATE SPOILERS!!
          
          
          
          Okay. Lesson of the day (for myself):
          
          Next time before adding the story to my library, be sure to see the tag "romance" or anything in that category or subcategory to save myself from a heartbreak❕❕❕❕
          
          
          Until next time, this is ClassicalAmy, signing off.

From time to time I would think about why am I so attracted to the paranormal stories.
          
          Why am I so attracted to them❔❔❔
          
          Perhaps it's because as supernatural beings, the characters tend to love wholeheartedly. 
          
          They will love with bursting passion.
          
          And when they say "forever," they mean it. It's a sealed promise.
          
          And when they say "you are my life," they mean it. It's a carved fact.
          
          Since they only get to love one time, they are going to make it counted.
          
          For them, it's now or never.
          
          The love. The passion. The dedication.
          
          The promise.
          
          I guess this is what lures me to love them, and forever attracted to them.
          
          Until next time, this is Any Lai, signing off. :-):-)

Pondering about whether I should put the story I've conjured up in my heads so long into words.
          I want to, but it sounds so embarrassing, for I imagine the story the way I like it to be.
          If I did, what language should I put it into? Chinese? English?
          I had put down the story in Chinese. I wrote them down, in case you're wondering. However, right now I'm thinking about typing it down so that it can be saved, and protected from the decay of paper through the pass of time.
          
          And every time I log in here and see the "pencil icon," I can't help but tapping it, persuading myself maybe I should give it a shot.
          And every time I would hit "cancel," telling myself that I'm just not ready yet.
          
          Oh, well. I'll keep thinking about it, or maybe you guys can give me some suggestions as well as pieces of your minds.
          
          Until next time, this is Classical Amy signing off.