Clawdieheart_5

I ant go on bandlab tho, i need to o with my google acc and im in another counry so itll cos to check the phone number

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Clawdieheart_5

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Clawdieheart_5

Nah but like, my mom told me today that she was hurt from what I said yesterday, I didn’t recall saying anything hurtful and ask what I said, she answers. “When you said that you lied abt how you feel, that you’ve been faking it.” Ma’am, how r u sad? I was the one acting as if everything was fine?!

Lady_Quackhead

@Clawdieheart_5 Oh my god, same. Cause like why are they hurt that i didn't feel like i could be open about my emotions and how i actually feel? do they not realise that i'm faking my feelings because i dont trust them?
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monalisaiswatchinu

@Clawdieheart_5 I hate when they do that. Like I'm fricken tired and my attitude is just calm and then she's mad at me and TRYING to get a reaction so she can get mad more. But then when I'm acc angry shes pissed that I'm talking back. what the fu-
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Clawdieheart_5

I need to act like an angel, else my mom won’t let me have a phone or the concert, I need to act like the perfect daughter just bcs I’m not what she wants

Clawdieheart_5

Nah i swear my mom (irl mom) is a bitch, like yesterday we had an argument, and we were at a store, I’ve gone off just walking around bcs i didnt want to talk to her, and she apparently called me multiple times, i didnt hear, then she thinks i left the store to go home, mind you the store was in another city, so she leaves, calls my bro and searches for me, after a while, i go look outside the shop, see that the car isn’t there anymore, and decide to walk home in summer heat, approx 10 km, i walk like 1-2 km until my mom finds me with the car on the street, me thinking she abandoned me, just continues walking, my thinking i had gone walking away from the store on purpose, is mad and come gets me, picks me up and make me go to the car. Then they’re angry at me, i explain that I thought she abandoned me, they get a bit less mad, but then they’re mad that i ignored my mom.
          
          And today while i was waiting with my bro after dentist, he tells me my mom thought abt not letting me go to the skz concert.
          
          This woman told me to change my attitude bcs I wasn’t as nice as 1 year ago, 1 year ago i was sad, and lying to everyone with a sweet act, now that im slightly less sad bcs i changed my attitude to more me, she wants me to change it bcs its not the nice me? Woman im happier.
          
          But then she gets mad at me bcs i had apparently lied to her before spring brake, mother, i didnt lie to you, i didnt know that my bff wasn’t a usual christ believer, she thinks i made it on purpose, i didnt, i didnt know, and when i learned, I told her, not thinking its a big deal.
          
          But im also atheist, an shes catholic (she still supports lgbtq) and i said to her a while ago that i didnt believe in god, she wasn’t happy, but meh, she told me to go to the catholic classes to see, and the last meeting was 1 week ago, and i told her that i still didnt believe, she asks me why, i explain, gets mad at my reasonings, says I should believe and is a bit angry.
          
          Girl i dont believe in it, lemme be.

Clawdieheart_5

@Lady_Quackhead ur in the system? I think ill be able to go, my mom didnt say anthing.
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Lady_Quackhead

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@Clawdieheart_5 I'm so sorry, i've never experienced something like this. Mainly cause i am in the care system, but i feel bad for you. Also, i also think its stupid how christian people think that if their child has a friend thats non religious, that "their sinning" and they cant be friends with that person anymore. Like, damn, its not your choice if someone believes in God or not. and lol, i can relate with the abandoment feelings, i was accidentally left behind too once, but i was a lot closer to my home (it was after school) so i couldve walked the entire way, but anyways, i hope that you get to go to the skz concert, cause that would be such a fucking bummer if you couldn't.
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