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Im gone bye, im going on a train, so may be a bit dead

Why the fuck did I have a dream abt voyeurism? My brain even created scenarios and wattpad notifications. Do I have a kink?

Fuck, I just realized I forgot to announce something, 
          
          I’m married to @4everskzoo0801 
          
          I’m a bit late, it’s been like (lemme check)

I have a question, how many names do y’all have? Bcs like I have 3 names, *first name* *middle name* *middle name* *last name*

I was wondering why my shoulder was tingeling, looked at it and remembered that I cut myself.

THERES THUNDER! hehe! It’s been so long, I’m excited!

Love, know that you are loved, know that I care, know that if you EVER need to talk I am here, I am not joking this is a google classroom that no one else is in other than me, if you EVER need to talk I will be here <3
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Like honestly right now my blood doesn’t have any taste, usually I taste the metallic but like, there’s no taste anymore, it’s just red water. And honestly how do people get off of this bcs of the pain? It’s no pain, just the disgusting feeling of the skin breaking, it’s like there’s a hard string and it’s always disgusting to cut it, and it didn’t even give much blood!

I have a question, I’m 13 and not too long ago I did a sleepover with my boy best friend bcs it had been a long time, and I thought it was safe, it was by his house. So he said to me that on his birthday I had gifted him a card to a yes day (I didn’t, I had bought him a PlayStation card, 30 dollars) and I was pretty sure I wouldn’t give that, but I never have the best memory and he assured me that he had a good memory, so I said “maybe I did give you that” even though deep down I knew it wasn’t true. So at first it was normal, small things that weren’t weird, and then when we were watching TikTok bcs we were bored, he just brought up, “the dent in my pants isn’t bcs I’m needy, it’s just bcs I have a big dih” I don’t know why he brought it up, I was concentrated on the TikTok’s. But I let it g, thinking he was just weird, then he asks me to remove my shirt and sweatshirt, I was reluctant but, he had the yes card and dumb me didn’t think it was really a problem, we continue watching TikTok and a bit later (while I’m still just in my bra) he asks me if he could touch my breast, I was uncomfortable but still said yes, bcs I felt bad about something that happened a long time ago (I don’t have any recollection, but apparently when I was like 3-4 years old, I was interested and touched his dih, but I do remember that from the age 5-8 he touched my vagina) the I’m reallowed to put one my shirt and sweatshirt (which I gladly do), later on we’re playing a game (call of duty) and he ask if he can see my ass (with my pants on) I reluctantly say yes, bcs of the yes card and what happened in the past, so he looks at my ass and ask if he can take a pic later, I also say yes for that (he later didn’t do it bcs he asked if it was weird, and I said yes)

But like it would be so easy to kjll someone, we just need to find a wolfsbane plant somewhere pick it with care, smash it until its powder or make it into a liquid and then put it into the food, it’s almost undectable, can be found in the nature, doesn’t have and odor, taste. It’s just the perfect thing! If we pick it up in the nature, no one can bring it back to us, bcs we never buoyed it, we just need to care for it!