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:0 you're alive! :D

I forgot about my old drafts 

Eh, planning on making a murder mystery sanscest book but uhh-
          *Unmotivated- OK BYE

I’m still in my writers block :( 
          But I am! Planning a book, again. . . Ahem, just gonna plan out and make the ten first chapters before publishing it, OK ILL WAIT FOR MY WRITERS BLOCK TO BE OVER.
          
          Just a head up it’ll be called raindrops, AYO I’m excited but still unmotivated so :’)

I just have one question about myself O- O
          
          Why am I so obsessed with character deaths and sad endings? :’)
          
          *cOuGh* I had another book idea. Yk what scratch that I have ALOT and all of them end with sad endings and character deaths 
          
          Do I feel bad about it? No. Definitely not, I’m not a sadist without a reason XD

I figured it’ll take me awhile to actually finish the “A journal from a different world” book. Actually that is IF I did plan on continuing it.
          
          It’s been in draft for a month? I’m kinda stuck on chapter 3 wait was it chapter 3 or was it 2? Sorry my forgetful mind :(
          
          But anyways. I’m stuck in the middle, I’ve had the ending and start planned out but I didn’t really plan that far ahead to have something for the middle part, and my mind can’t think of anything so I’ll give the lore behind it.
          
          As we’ve currently seen, Charlie or more specifically Ccino is a reporter, currently on leave due to trauma.
          
          In the first chapter I’ve shown Ccino mourning in their room and how they got their book.
          They got the book from their friend’s child “Kai” or more specifically Killer, killers parents are still undecided but the father would def be one of the murder time trio or atleast one of the sanses.
          
          As Ccino read the previous conversations Ccino thought Killer was talking to himself in the book, judging by the book’s contents but it was actually another kid from another world.  
          
          Ccino planned on making it a journal, so they wrote a simple “Hi” cause if I’ll be real I do talk to myself in my journals and actually said Hi or hello in atleast one of the pages XD

For some reason I wanna do a collaboration book with someone O -O
          But then again anxiety will probably make me back out not even a paragraph in XD
          
          i mean, unless though..

I’m bored so I wanna know-
          
          If you were to write a book or oneshot about a couple.
          Who fell inlove at first sight without each of them knowing, but before one of them could even confess the other had sadly.. passed away.
          What would the last line / sentence be?
          
          (Technically I am gonna make a oneshot about this but I’m currently still working on a chapter and uhm- I wanna know you’re guys answers '^' )

I am now doubting myself when I wrote in the oneshots book “short stories” cause I know for the fact the next chapter ain’t “short” it’s way too long T^T

I just have a random idea.
          What if nightmare has DID? Split personalities I mean.
          Cause ya know trauma and everything AND if they were to have DID I thought of like- what IF that alter acted like a child?
          
          What if that alternative personality self has a child like mind? The possibilities are wonderful :D
          Like if Nm is so stressed maybe that alter will just randomly control and yk act like a child O- O 
          Ofc passive and the alter are a different topic but if you get it yk >ㅁ<