Cleary

hey a bit of a life update here, ik i havent been active so much recently (fuck my parents) but i kinda feel like sharing how far ive come
          
          ive been on wattpad for about 6 years now, starting at the start of the first lockdown, and let me just say all of u have changed my life so much. i dont think i wouldve ever realised who i rlly was without u
          
          15 months ago, i attempted to take my own life. it was messy, and i ended up in therapy for a bit, which honestly didnt do much...
          
          9 months ago today, i bought my first feminine clothes, realised it felt like me, and thats now a part of my identity (except in public... fuck no im not that brave)
          
          8 months ago, i got outed to my parents, after they found my account on here (i dont think they check it anymore tho) and had a couple rlly rough months
          
          5 months ago, i started sixth form and got a part time job, both making new irl friends and making some money that i can put towards my future
          
          then in the past few months, things have rlly begun to ramp up and today is the first day in the last 4 weeks when i havent been way too busy
          
          but i think things, maybe, might be getting better.
          
          and its been difficult, so difficult sometimes.
          
          but one day i'll be able to look back on these times with fond memories of all of u for helping me through it
          
          thank you all for everything
                                                                                             -Clearest

Just published a new part of my new fic :D
          
          ik this one hasn't exactly been the most popular and doesnt seem to be reaching many people, but im enjoying writing it so will keep updating it in the hopes that someone might like it :3

new part of my new fic just dropped :)

You seem nice I shall follow you 

Goodbye season 10

hey, i published a new part, go check it out if u want.
          
          or not, i dont mind

@ClearestOne *hugs* it'll get better 

hey everyone... consider this a life update...
          
          turns out my parents were monitoring my screen usage with something that let them see exactly what i was doing, and they found  e v e r y t h i n g.
          
          well at least almost everything. they found all of my stories and went crazy. They restricted everything online and ive been trying to get back ever since. Mental health took a plummet but im glad to be back (maybe). If i disappear again then u'll know that they found out.
          
          I'm prob not gonna see all the notifs that got left cause i got thousands so if there was anything u think is important lmk.
          
          I've currently gotten round screentime by downloading an old web browser and using the web page of wattpad. Hopeful it works, but i wont know fully until next week.
          
          Desperately hoping this works, but until i find out, thats all from me.
          
                                                                                                   -Cleary
          
          
          P.S. love u all, if it weren't for everyone here i prob would've kms long ago <3

Just realized that I HAVN'T BEEN FOLLOWING YOU!? Omg I'm so sorry lmao-

CLEARY HI I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN AGES