@Clevortal
Happy (late) new years to you clev<33 I wish you many more milestones in life and happiness in what you do.
@StarlinStix you’re the best!! Stay healthy coz you’ve been an angel to me and deserve sm more blessings
Head hurts. Been getting loads of migraines. Expect a lot of works to be dumped in a single day before the year ends. I’m not missing a deadline before I dip for the New Year's.
uy a fellow filipino! salamat sa follow! ^^)
I ain’t even do drugs ever but monks be out here talking about enlightenment. Is this what lucid feels liek??? Holy I am so dreaming in a nightmare happy lalala land
@axolotlolil I ain’t deny anything, but just saying ppl’s bad habits show when they interact with folks they ain’t used to. If that’s how u view it then I ain’t changing it, but how it was handled remains the same.
U just manipulated that poor lady to follow and now you're out here preaching god’s will lol
Thanks for following me. Any reason why?
@MadisonCiabattari I usually let my comments trail behind the answer for me, including timing. My workload’s stacked, but my patterns are public. If interest is returned, it usually shows before it’s said. Don’t you think a returned follow would be nice too?:)
I found one of your stories interesting and I would appreciate it if you could check out my fantasy book Naima sometime.
When you start thinking and seeing things in systems you begin to realize who truly is evil and the rare kinds of people no one gets along with 100% for conflict of dynamics will always interfere with needs and different forms of help are never asked but shown in behaviors masked by radical languages and contradictory actions. Everyone is a statistic in a system, there is no escape even when you are born your records written remain after death, and no amount of surgeries or passports will hide a person’s past to move on to the future. A person’s conscious is what makes them human and both a monster because an individual is capable, no matter how good, or evil as long as it aligns with that person or whatever influences the moment to their choices. It comes a prophecy, a project, a projection, and a dilemma over complicating such simple needs that are neglected to spiral into loss of sanity, that inevitable doom of a conscience losing its purpose of meaning. It becomes nothing, only if the physical body dies with a person’s internal states. That is reality, the delusion would break only after death after trying to make sense of the final moments of their life paralyzed from speaking, the mind shows it through the eyes and memories of only that person who has lived through it, not the others who are outside of it. I think that is what makes the conscious so interesting.
@axolotlolil someone else will always articulate it better if they understand what I’m saying I just write whatever comes to mind dawg
Holy wtf was I on but back to my point the conscious can learn anything and rapidly evolve beyond robotic abilities in terms of learning, but yes, it is slower to develop than machine u hit peak when u reach a stage ur obsession w smt difficult becomes as easy as a job, lifestyle, or habit
The POWER of mental illness I command you to GRANT ME answers!!!!
@axolotlolil I’m not kidding I just realized ur inter circles basically either cater to ur paranoia or disburse it being “your self” bc they have differing personalities & experience they can’t help u and most the time what they say helps themselves but not the right msg to what u are in need of
Meditation basically just dissociating but with your eyes closed and imagination in happy land instead of being provoked by external forces
@axolotlolil uhuhuhuhu HUSH. no im not n idc abt that lame stuff. I’ve just been busy and doomscrolling my thoughts but it’s temporary then I’ll get bored and wonder around offline. LEAVE ME BE.
Will you publish your experiments?
@Clevortal My deepest apologies. Take your time indeed. I’m sure it will be a masterpiece.
@BojetYifco I am still collecting observational data on my doggy for reparenting trauma & the sleep paralysis containment I plan on adding diets, breathing exercises, and environment change around house. But I will display them after posting a telegram for a friend of mine until their return up post. Please be patient with me!
Thanks for the follow and the vote for Good Night June.
https://www.wattpad.com/1569856199?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=EddieSchrieffer
You are so kind. I have lived on earth for a while now and feel like I have things to say and maybe a story or two.
@EddieSchrieffer it’s lyrical and memorable. I see why it won an award. Congrats on your vision. You have clear lenses, shaped by your experience and I’m glad you’re aware of it.