Clipped_Wings28

So… I am not sure what is happening… I am just living my good ol life and suddenly all day I have been bursting into random bouts of crying. 
          	
          	Look, firstly, I never cry. Secondly, I am not on my period cause it has been a week since. Thirdly, I am literally watching a funny video and my laughing turns into intense crying. What is wrong with me? Am I dying? Why is this happening? What is going on? Please help!!
          	
          	 Atleast someone tell me this is normal or this happens to them. I am not even an emotional person, but I have to admit I am very sensitive but I tend to not show my emotions or share anything at all! What is happening to me?!?

Clipped_Wings28

@Olivia_Benedetti oh I am glad… atleast one of us is…. Sorry m upset cause I was having such a chill day and again started crying out of nowhere. I think I might just be depressed I don’t know what else could explain it… but I am not even sad
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Clipped_Wings28

@Olivia_Benedetti oh…well now I hope you are okay
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pipsqueak_834

Hey!! What's been up?? How are you doing? it's been a couple of months since I checked in on you last. Hope you are doing amazing because you deserve it :)

Clipped_Wings28

Hey sorry. I am good. Thanks for checking in. You are awesome!! I just started reading more on ao3 tbh… that’s why I wasn’t here so much
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Clipped_Wings28

So… I am not sure what is happening… I am just living my good ol life and suddenly all day I have been bursting into random bouts of crying. 
          
          Look, firstly, I never cry. Secondly, I am not on my period cause it has been a week since. Thirdly, I am literally watching a funny video and my laughing turns into intense crying. What is wrong with me? Am I dying? Why is this happening? What is going on? Please help!!
          
           Atleast someone tell me this is normal or this happens to them. I am not even an emotional person, but I have to admit I am very sensitive but I tend to not show my emotions or share anything at all! What is happening to me?!?

Clipped_Wings28

@Olivia_Benedetti oh I am glad… atleast one of us is…. Sorry m upset cause I was having such a chill day and again started crying out of nowhere. I think I might just be depressed I don’t know what else could explain it… but I am not even sad
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Clipped_Wings28

@Olivia_Benedetti oh…well now I hope you are okay
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Clipped_Wings28

I just read an angst story... and I didn't realize it was incomplete... so it was all Hurt, no comfort. The author also left the platform. I am broken :''/ 
          If you are an angst author, please complete your angst books or atleast and leave it with a comfort chapter. Gosh, it hurts.

Wick_Chapter

I really hate it when that happens
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Olivia_Benedetti

Sometimes life gets in the way of peoples books that’s why they leave the platform 
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pipsqueak_834

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope you have an amazing birthday!! :D

pipsqueak_834

@Clipped_Wings28 I'm so glad!! If you don't mind me asking, how did you celebrate for three days (Not judging just curious) Sounds fun!
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Clipped_Wings28

I legit celebrated for three days till today!!
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Clipped_Wings28

THANK YOU SOO MUCH!! I had a really good birthday!!!
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Clipped_Wings28

I have learned one thing…. No one cares about you. Online nor in real life. You are not a person, just an atm dispenser and something they can use and rid of after :) 

Clipped_Wings28

@smaragdines Thank you so much. Your advice helped me soo much and now I am so much better than before. Thank you once again
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smaragdines

@Clipped_Wings28 You’re welcome darling
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Clipped_Wings28

@smaragdines thanks. This really means a lot to me. I have just been feeling like a burden to everyone lately and things haven’t been going so well. Unable to even feel happy… also had back to back final exams to even take care of myself. But I followed your advice today and it made things thousand times better :) thank you 
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pipsqueak_834

Hey.....
          
          
          
          
          
          
          *whispers* You're amazing. Did you know that? 

Clipped_Wings28

@pipsqueak_834 it’s okay haha I even forgot about this haha
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Clipped_Wings28

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Feeling like shit. Found out that my first (or maybe second) crush, the reason to my gay awakening, the realization that I maybe attracted to people. Anyways, she got a boyfriend… worse thing is that he is like me but a better version of me. :( maybe I was not good enough for her. I knew I had lost her when teachers spoke shit about me to her parents but it makes it more real. She looks happy, for her sake, I am happy… going dark