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Had a long ass day at the doctor's. I was panicking abt my weight and that hopefully it wasn't a big drop, since I've been trying to maintain it better and taking care of myself. And cuz my parents would get mad if our doctor would try to diagnose me with an eating disorder.
There was a five pound difference from my last visit. Which isn't so bad cuz I gained back most.
Ex: I used to be, abt 98lbs but then I started to drop and the lowest I got was 78lbs, but then yk how parents are, there was threats and stuff and after a few months I was able to gain 13lbs? About that much, so like rn I'm at 91lbs.
But the fucking doctor noticed and now imma have another appointment in two months, for a weight check and she gave me a list of things to start adding to my diet to gain more weight.
My mom was upset and now I'm scared for her to tell my dad, lmfao...
Like they even took my weight three times cuz they thought the scale was wrong
Other than that I had an x-ray, blood drawn, and something else to check my heart, so it was a long ass morning