Mary_sue_me

To all the anime watchers on here! That are bored because of quarantene. 
          
          Check out the Animestack 2020 app! You might have previously known it under the name Animefanz or Animefanztube. It's back! Better than ever.
          
          For those of you that don't know it, it's the best app to watch anime on for free. It let's you choose between sub and dub. It won't take you to any other sides. No annoying pop ups about hot singles in your area. They constantly add new animes and have a requesting function where you can request one you'd like to be added. Regular uploading schedules for new episodes. And last but not least you can subscribe to animes to not miss any new episodes since they'll then pop up on your subscription feed and other things like comment and have a profile without having to waste money on a pro version. (there actually is a pro version but you don't have to buy it to use any of the functions unlike with crunchyroll) 
          
          It's basically everything crunchyroll wished it was. You'll no longer have to endure them or go on kiss anime and deal with the pop ups and annoying tricks to send you to other sides.
          
          I really love it and it keeps me entertained so  I thought I'd tell you guys about it since it isn't all that well known.
          
          Have fun! Hope you'll like it.

Thank you so much for this lovely follow! Means a lot! Hugs, Noda.ʕ˵• ᴥ •˵ʔ　　

Cold left over pizza from the night before, a breakfast option--
          YES or NO?

Teacher: "So about the exam,"
          
          Me: Allright i gotta focus!
          
          Brain: lol nope *puts on record*
          
          Me: Hey that sounds familiar--
          
          The demon queen of high school has decreded, she said, monday 8 am i'll be deleted.
          
          They'll hunt me down in study hall mount and stuff me on the wall
          
          30 hours to live how shall i spend them?
          
          i dont have to stay and die like cattle, i could change my name and drive up to seattle!
          
          But i dont own a motorbike...wait here's an option that i like, spend these 30 hours getting FREAKY!
          
          I need it hard, i am a dead girl walking!
          
          Im in your yard, i am a dead girl walking!
          
          Before they punch my clock, im snapping of your window lock, got no time to knock, im a dead girl walking!
          
          Veronica, what are you doing in my room? 
          
          Ssssssssshhhhhhh, sorry but i really head to wake you. You see i decieded i must ride you till i break you! Heather says i gotta go you're my last meal on death row so shut up and lose 'em TIGHTY WIHTYS!--

Another Update that no one cares about: So i'm trying to eat again but i just end up forgetting? And sleep is a whole horror story on it's own.

Update: So i actually ate something after 26 hours of not eating and 35 or more hours coped inside my room but i fellt so sick that I almost trew up and ran back into my room.
          
          Controlling myself by forcing myself to ignore my hunger gave me some sick form of satisfaction. Which i don't know how too feel about. And i can't believe i'm back to this shit. Its been roughly 2 years since the last time i had these struggles. I thought i was over this crap. Sure i had my moments but not this bad ever since then.
          
          Ah fuck it. I'm going to sleep. Hopefully for atleast 4 hours.

I just want to die. I'm not even joking or trying to be edgy or a mood or even exaggerating. I've locked myself into my room for about 24 hours now? I'm not even sure. I haven't even eaten anything. I just spent that time laying on the floor cyring and staring at walls and thinking evry negative thought there is and remembering all the stupid shit i did and my most embarrassing and shitty moments in life?
          I don't even know anymore. I don't even know anything anymore. I just feel so empty. And i'm thinking about evrything and nothing at the same time. I -from the bottom of my heart- really just want to die and disappear.