⋇⊶⊰❣♋*Kai*♋❣⊱⊷⋇

where are my notifications today?!
          YALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL WHERE R YALL OMG-
          *sobs*

why r yall so far from chicago bro
          yall r too gorgeous to be far away from me
          so stop teasing me-

talking to this girl on Pinterest
          I have known her for like 1 year and a few months now I think
          and a while ago I introduced her to my BFF
          and at the time, me and the girl were dating 
          fast forward to her breaking up with me
          she still knew my BFF and they would hang out usually
          and I didn't think much of it
          
          until they got together, that's when my jealousy started
          and she and my BFF have a huge age gap
          its a 5 and a half yr/maybe 6 yr difference but the girl is a minor and my friend is 19
          and yk, once I'm close to u I will never let u go (unless ur being an absolute bitch and won't stop) 
          my BFF was aware of this age gap and I'm just thinking in my head, "p3d0ph!l!a?"
          2-3 months ago they broke up 
          and like a month or sum and they got back together again.
          
          I see this girl making edits of my BFF and her on Pinterest...
          and, I scroll down because I remember she made 2 edits about me and her in the past. they were gone. so, this girl might also be a little jealous/see me as an enemy but we treat each other like normal.
          
          they always seem to hang out with each other and are happy when they see each other, I wanna break them up for good and get them to stop talking to each other but that's a problem when they are little shits with heartbreak trauma, and cannot seem to let go.
          
          btw the reason why they broke up 2-3 months ago was bc the girl asked my BFF, "Me or kai?! (me)" and since I treat my BFF better than I treat my family, she chose me over her and then they started fighting and shit. 
          
          idk how much jealousy I have within me, but any advice for this? 
          any advice on how to get them to break up?

im getting old and i need to get my life together
          but I'm gonna keep sitting here in denial
          waiting for my hogwarts letter

good day today at school 
          *no text notifications on my social medias*
          day = half ruined

(complete the entire thing)
          I like writing on walls, fuck you society. -Kai

its snowing and its 11:58pm at night its beautiful <3

i found another fucking bot
          @nymamadakei19xcn2
          
          but this time, surprisingly, it has my sisters friend's full name-
          that's so creepy oml

i luv when ppl rant or vent to me
          that's a sign that i can (probably) be trusted and i luv yall sm
          OML IM MAKING THIS ABOUT MYSELF STAWP-
          OML-
          ok uhm-
          this is not abt me btw this abt yall :>

do you ever just?...
          
          [insert ear bleeding high pitch scream in your head]
          
          around someone you don't like/your enemy? yeah me too.