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I'm really really really annoyed right now! No, not annoyed, ANGRY! frustrated too! Add to the fact I'm still hungry because of my fucking diet I HATE THIS!!!!!! You must be wondering what I'm upset about right now?! Well I'll tell you this, I agreed to sweep outside but apparently nothing I do is good, everything is just wrong wrong wrong! And according to my mother... I'm being lazy too! I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT PROPERLY IF I WAS LAZY! I WOULD HAVE JUST HALF ASSED IT! WHAT WAS I EVEN SWEEPING?! ROCKS AND DIRT! YEAH I WAS SWEEPING ROCKS AND DIRT! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS TO MY PARENTS PROPERLY FOR MONTHS, I'VE JUST BEEN HOLDING IT IN FOR MONTHS, BECAUSE I AM SICK AND TIRED OF GOING BACK AND FORTH TO THERAPY, I JUST WANT IT OVER AND DONE WITH! BUT IF THE DOCTOR SAYS I'M STILL NOT CURED THEN I'LL KEEP GOING THERE, I'LL BE BEHIND AT SCHOOL, AND I HATE THE FACT THAT NEXT YEAR MY LITTLE BROTHER WILL BE IN COLLEGE AND IF I DON'T, THEN I'LL BE A YEAR BEHIND!!! I haven't been feeling well emotionally and mentally, and I hate it, I really hate it, I can't believe this boiling feeling started because my mother keeps criticizing my sweeping 'skills' AAAAAARGHH!!!!!! MOTHER IT'S JUST ROCKS AND DIRTH! DIRTH GOD DAMNED IT DIRT!