CockneyBird3

I have a horror site by the way...if any of you are interested, you can join. It's a website.
          	www.freewebs.com/medicinalslaughter

CockneyBird3

Ever just given up? Done with tryin? Done with tellin yourself that tomorrow might be different? Done with attempting to convince yourself that youre worth something? Done with trying to believe that you're good at anything or wanted by anyone? Done with exposing your heart in the hope that someone cares? Done with trying to pick yourself up off the floor? Done with lying through your teeth with a fake smile so no one thinks anything is wrong? Done with tryin to convince yourself that you need to stick around cause someone needs you? That someone cares about you? That someone wants you to be here? I am. I don't have the energy left. That's the last bit of my so called "writing" that will be read, I'm sure. That's my so called talent showing what it really is. Self loathing, apathy, survival impaired, bitter, cold, spiteful, far from salvation.